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For context: I have been telling people in my life I've been doing better, which is half true but also not true. I'm gonna be blunt here, I seriously have not been okay. I don't know why and I feel I can't tell anyone INCLUDING my own family because...well, I honestly don't know I used to be so open with everyone around me I don't know why I'm scared to tell anyone now :,) I mean I still feel happiness when I'm with my family trust me I've been A LOT better and a lot happier since I've been away from school...but I still feel depressed? I don't know what's wrong with me I still have these negative thoughts nagging me and I am TRYING to feel better I'm trying to break my bad habits I hate being sad but it's so hard I don't know what to do anymore :( there are some times where I feel comfort in my own sadness but at the same I hate it because it really isn't comforting, like I'm losing sleep because of myself I feel so drained..

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