Why did it have to be like this
0I couldn't sleep yesterday
My head still hurts
I feel like vomiting
I can't believe this is real
I can't accept it
I don't know what to do anymore
I don't know if I want to continue
I don't want to continue
Without the five of them together
it feels like there's no meaning
I thought it was some sick joke at first but when I saw it was real
I couldn't stop crying. I'm still crying
There's this gap in my heart now that he's gone.
I've never mourned a death so much in my life.
The GazettE in general were a big inspiration to me and they helped me cope with so many things.
From my worst moments to my best, I always had them in my mind. Reita was a very special member to me, I wish I had time to see him live.. but that time didn't last.
The GazettE but mostly, he was the reason I kept going every day really, I know it sounds stupid but they hold a very special place in my heart. Almost all of my work is either dedicated to them or I always think of them when I make it.
He was and is my biggest inspiration.
Sending love to the GazettE
and hope the best for them and the team.
Rest in peace Akira🖤
Thank you for everything
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Motion by Hikka Nyomo