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So I’m not doing a proper description, and I’m leaving grammar and shit up to auto-correct. Also this is more so a sad-sounding vent than an angry one. But anyways, I had a really shit day. It was a really good day. And then at recess I learned there have been rumors going around. There was one before. That one was true. So was this one. Simply put, I think the culprit is the best friend of one of my best friends. She’s told me she hates me. Best friend tells everything to her best friend. You see, the first rumor was last school year. Relating to my gender. That was true. This one was about who I had a crush on. A goddamn crush. Probably because the perfect, ‘lesbian’, genius has never had a true crush before other than opportunity for an intellectual conversation. But I was formulating a friendship with my crush. I told her that she is one of the few people I consider a true friend. Now she won’t talk to me. Apparently she’s freaking uncomfortable with me now?!? How!?!?!? All I freaking did was ask what she saw in her boyfriend, not meddle in their goddamn relationship. Is it because I have a crush on her!? Is that why she doesn’t enjoy the time we spend together anymore, even as friends?! I don’t get it. I hate it. She always let me help her with her work, walk with her in gym, et cetera et cetera... What’s the problem? All I know is apparently the perfect lesbian genius can’t love? Is that it? I don’t know what to believe or who to freaking trust at this point. This is all bullshit. I can’t wait for it to blow over at this goddamn point. I don’t like it. I have affectionate and romantic feelings for someone with a boyfriend, but I don’t touch their relationship. Is there a problem!?