2023-06-13 | documenting my abusive aunt blaming me for her divorces. she can't even have accountability for that | 2:43 | 135 | |
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2023-06-13 | the fence (cover) | 5:08 | 74 | |
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2023-06-13 | addressing the hair change | 1:28 | 168 | |
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2023-06-12 | talking about my first marriage | 19:14 | 373 | |
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2023-06-11 | no pride today. only Chicken and tears | 1:33 | 315 | |
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2023-06-11 | i talk, they show, it's not the same thing. | 2:28 | 206 | |
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2023-06-11 | yea, that's called progress and it's the entire point of therapy. means something's working | 1:37 | 148 | |
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2023-06-11 | Jim's theme (cover) | 2:07 | 119 | |
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2023-06-10 | Bates motel storyline I don't understand | 1:45 | 138 | |
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2023-06-10 | the store bought Claritin is not the same as a Doctor prescribed Claritin. the box lies | 1:04 | 133 | |
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2023-06-10 | I won't stoop to their level. I've already stood up and begun moving away | 2:51 | 157 | |
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2023-06-10 | every number from the clock to the dollar came from him but he never said that. I documented it | 1:26 | 141 | |
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2023-06-10 | that's not how copyright works, and your egotistical bragging was deleted, here I saved it for you | 5:45 | 483 | |
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2023-06-10 | giving my abusers more consideration to compromise and make mistakes then they will ever allot me | 1:20 | 139 | |
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2023-06-10 | 2 days, 4 days, who's counting right? oh yea they count days. seems trivial but I'll help. | 6:12 | 245 | |
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2023-06-10 | the invasiveness of my family showing my divorce paperwork to shame me is abusive behavior | 4:07 | 285 | Show |
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2023-06-10 | period days. trying hard to disengage untill my emotions stabilize. also I'm blonde now. | 7:35 | 199 | |
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2023-06-10 | adrasdea is at a museum | 32:52 | 88 | |
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2023-06-09 | abusers don't want to understand. they just want to abuse. I just want to be understood | 6:45 | 249 | |
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2023-06-08 | those years where short and have become a manic blur in my memories. dates and times don't matter | 5:58 | 226 | |
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2023-06-08 | two new dresses and a month of oxygen. not a bad days haul | 1:05 | 172 | |
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2023-06-08 | they lied about a lot of things, drug use, gender identity, dates, it's all par for the course | 2:47 | 181 | |
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2023-06-08 | no time for the past now tho, it's new clothes day. get hyped | 1:05 | 140 | |
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2023-06-08 | the paperwork is wrong. but it's decades past now and doesn't change anything unless you're abusive | 4:43 | 179 | |
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2023-06-08 | adrasdea is day drinking 2 | 42:30 | 240 | |
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2023-06-08 | adrasdea is day drinking | 48:13 | 269 | |
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2023-06-08 | what do you do with the mad that you feel? | 1:46 | 210 | |
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2023-06-08 | anger at another's happiness is a sign there's a problem. | 4:01 | 162 | |
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2023-06-06 | too cold. trying again tomorrow | 1:05 | 255 | |
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2023-06-06 | dirty tricks are all the man knows. this is who he is. dirty, egotistical, bullying. | 2:40 | 436 | |
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2023-06-06 | I'm livestreaming later. copyright thief or not. I won't be stopped again. the truth will win out | 5:16 | 315 | |
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2023-06-06 | yea sure he would never do what he has proudly admitted to doing. deluded is right | 7:19 | 236 | |
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2023-06-06 | I said they would do that exact thing 2 years ago. their dirty tricks haven't changed | 3:29 | 172 | |
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2023-06-05 | brag away. when it happens to you it'll be different and I won't bother to say told you so. | 2:32 | 373 | |
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2023-06-05 | I am officially done with my family and their people. | 2:55 | 248 | |
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2023-06-05 | exactly, you'll shirk the responsibility then get angry when someone else messes it up. | 2:33 | 245 | |
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2023-06-05 | adrasdea is visiting the dead. | 1:32:45 | 174 | |
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2023-06-05 | sunburned calves are the first step to tan legs | 0:29 | 110 | |
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2023-06-04 | rambling about God and my family | 6:38 | 209 | |
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2023-06-04 | adrasdea is going for a walk | 55:03 | 422 | |
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2023-06-04 | don't miss a dose on those allergy pills. | 2:31 | 152 | |
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2023-06-03 | adrasdea is going for a walk downtown. join me | 40:53 | 180 | |
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2023-06-02 | perfect clip(cover) | 0:58 | 57 | |
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2023-06-02 | liking who you are does not diminish who anybody else is. abusers will tell you different | 1:27 | 293 | |
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2023-06-02 | I can only live my own life. I can't live one you created in your head for me. | 4:01 | 330 | |
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2023-06-02 | slowly healing | 3:47 | 214 | |
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2023-05-29 | cage nerd (cover) | 3:06 | 144 | |
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2023-05-29 | wishing you where somehow here again (cover) | 3:47 | 100 | |
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2023-05-29 | I know I'm pretty even when I don't view myself as such | 2:00 | 274 | |
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2023-05-29 | they can't stop and so they can't let people believe I have. makes them look weaker if I move on | 3:43 | 304 | |
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2023-05-29 | what a wonderful time to be alive. no matter how hard you fight you'll never be anything. | 2:36 | 169 | |
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2023-05-29 | Adonis paul will not stop untill I am dead. and even then he will beat my corpse for profit. | 1:50 | 228 | |
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2023-05-29 | having PTSD and being an addict can look the same at times but they're not the same thing. | 9:26 | 509 | |
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2023-05-29 | life moves on. even if you don't realize things changed , one day everything different | 3:07 | 306 | |
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2023-05-29 | days of pain and mucus | 2:16 | 295 | |
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2023-05-28 | adrasdea is walking | 26:07 | 187 | |
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2023-05-28 | help adrasdea celebrate life today. | 0:53 | 643 | |
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2023-05-28 | explaining one last time why attacking a Livestreamer is stupid | 4:35 | 200 | |
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2023-05-28 | adrasdea is going for a walk | 57:10 | 508 | |
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2023-05-28 | if he has someone attack me while I'm live streaming, the evidence will be hard to avoid | 1:09 | 411 | |
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2023-05-27 | live streaming tonight. help me get intoxicated for a Saturday evening bridge stroll | 1:08 | 338 | |
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2023-05-25 | two out of three ain't bad (cover) | 4:23 | 227 | |
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2023-05-24 | trying to explain what's happening | 7:43 | 589 | |
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2023-05-24 | I'm not allowed to find life. their lies built a new life that I can't live or leave behind. | 7:33 | 364 | | A New Life
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2023-05-24 | she's a threatening, aggressive person. everything she says to anyone is meant as a threat | 2:15 | 213 | |
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2023-05-23 | official statement that I'm stopping treatment so my workers can be safe. no more help for me. | 4:03 | 480 | |
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2023-05-23 | I now have to stop my mental health treatment to protect my workers because of adonis Pauls friends | 4:16 | 273 | |
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2023-05-23 | Adonis paul will not stop untill I am dead. #mentalhealth | 0:33 | 263 | |
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2023-05-23 | bubbas in my memories today. so are the lies spread around us. I know the truth | 1:08 | 285 | |
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2023-05-23 | theure trying to take my medication and mental health resources away so I'll end my life | 6:47 | 202 | |
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2023-05-23 | she's not here because I block her accounts. she's there because you don't. you don't block friends | 1:30 | 170 | |
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2023-05-23 | Adonis paul and Bernice Morgan are good close friends who help each other hurt people. | 0:51 | 170 | |
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2023-05-23 | adonis Paul has had his people contacting my therapist again. they go to far and need to be stopped | 4:03 | 295 | |
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2023-05-23 | keep fake news off reliable platforms | 3:41 | 399 | |
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2023-05-22 | sinuses might be infected. doctor tomorrow | 0:39 | 370 | |
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2023-05-21 | hallelujah cover | 4:32 | 243 | |
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2023-05-21 | he admits he's not afraid and is getting a restraining order to stifle my free speech rights. | 1:54 | 294 | |
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2023-05-21 | another day of fear while my abuser plots his next crushing blow. I just want my life back | 6:48 | 799 | |
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2023-05-21 | how quickly he forgets. his claim that he's not working on another film , debunked by his past self | 1:15 | 219 | |
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2023-05-21 | a lot of things can go wrong when you lie to the authorities and abuse the system. | 6:21 | 144 | |
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2023-05-21 | filing a restraining order on false pretenses is illegal. Thanks for publicly planning to do it | 6:26 | 105 | |
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2023-05-21 | he says he needs legal protection from me, while he's planning to harass me. that'll go well | 3:45 | 198 | |
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2023-05-21 | Exactly. he's not working on a restraining order, he's working on Another movie meant to kill me | 1:37 | 117 | |
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2023-05-21 | Rowan tree cover | 4:50 | 68 | |
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2023-05-21 | biting a pepper to help me breathe backfired hard | 4:29 | 230 | |
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2023-05-21 | you are not special. my doctors are there to help ME not you. they're MY doctors. MY treatment plan | 3:01 | 172 | |
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2023-05-21 | starting now? or now? or maybe now? you restart every day and never actually stop | 1:35 | 139 | |
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2023-05-21 | they've made a note to ignore you but the attempt helps my case for court that I'm the victim here | 3:08 | 143 | |
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2023-05-21 | documenting adonis Paul's followers have once again contacted my mental health treatment center. | 1:46 | 153 | |
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2023-05-21 | yes a restraining order goes both ways. it's not a tool to silence a victim. he would have to stop | 2:32 | 299 | |
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2023-05-20 | you can create that content without taking from someone weaker. just download the free app I have | 0:49 | 127 | |
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2023-05-20 | I just want my life back and I'll never have a chance for it after everything he's done | 4:21 | 235 | |
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2023-05-20 | I wish he would sue me so I could have my day in court against him. | 1:57 | 163 | |
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2023-05-20 | documenting Adonis paul fans attempting to purchase me sexually due to his ad posting | 1:19 | 177 | |
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2023-05-20 | he created this toxic environment, his fans keep it poisonous, he loves his fans. he's poison | 2:09 | 165 | |
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2023-05-20 | adonis Paul doesn't cover you ever aside from the three films and the 4th I'm threatening you with | 0:59 | 160 | |
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2023-05-20 | nobody watches the other channels. not like the 12k Adonis Paul lies to nightly. | 12:49 | 241 | |
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2023-05-19 | showing the 12 thousand exist, to the 12 thousand asking knowing they're part of the group | 1:13 | 165 | |
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2023-05-19 | my goals are different from yours. I'm doing my best and you want it done already. | 4:53 | 268 | |
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2023-05-19 | the other channels stopped when they won. Adonis paul wants me dead before he stops. nothing less | 2:20 | 234 | |
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