| 2023-07-31 | of course aliens are real, now can we focus on our planet becoming an oven? | 1:35 | 159 | |
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| 2023-07-29 | no zoo trip | 3:25 | 223 | |
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| 2023-07-28 | adrasdeas cracking up | 0:22 | 132 | |
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| 2023-07-21 | Someone in my comments knows who attacked my door last night. legal weed will never assault you | 2:39 | 401 | |
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| 2023-07-21 | a random crazy damaged my door last night. not badly, but noticeably damaged | 2:27 | 323 | |
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| 2023-07-18 | once again a doctor has no answers for me. expected but disappointing non the less | 0:51 | 436 | |
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| 2023-07-17 | help adrasdea survive the heatv | 0:36 | 483 | |
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| 2023-07-17 | true crime for children? proves YouTube does not check if content is actually child friendly | 0:55 | 141 | |
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| 2023-07-16 | sign up to purchase a crocheted companion handmade by adrasdea. | 4:29 | 326 | |
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| 2023-07-15 | The dark truth about ghostwriter finally revealed | 1:21 | 301 | |
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| 2023-07-09 | adrasdea fails to find ghosts at griffith park | 4:04 | 209 | |
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| 2023-07-09 | we're ghost hunters now | 0:55 | 122 | |
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| 2023-07-07 | Los Angeles is a pit | 0:36 | 230 | |
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| 2023-07-07 | James Cameron and Bill Paxton had lunch on the deck of the titanic on 9/11. | 6:16 | 273 | |
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| 2023-07-04 | the chaotic 5s and the titan implosion | 2:10 | 236 | |
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| 2023-07-03 | new do for the hot months. it'll grow long again by winter | 0:55 | 452 | |
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| 2023-07-01 | adrasdea plays grimaces birthday Gameboy | 17:23 | 232 | |
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| 2023-06-30 | medicated days to come | 0:50 | 263 | |
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| 2023-06-29 | autoimmune issues are hard to diagnose, you just sound crazy after testing | 2:55 | 310 | |
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| 2023-06-28 | why I see mental but not physical | 4:28 | 285 | |
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| 2023-06-27 | sometimes to survive you have to lie. | 4:58 | 435 | |
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| 2023-06-26 | beach has too many people for my liking. but still glad I went | 2:27 | 208 | |
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| 2023-06-26 | adrasdea visits Santa Monica pier 2023 | 34:55 | 222 | |
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| 2023-06-25 | beach day | 1:17 | 149 | |
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| 2023-06-25 | they've tried so long to keep me down where no one will hear me. | 7:21 | 265 | |
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| 2023-06-25 | planning to visit a sanitarium | 3:54 | 157 | |
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| 2023-06-24 | adrasdea and friend visit the abandoned zoo | 12:58 | 186 | |
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| 2023-06-24 | in one month we visit the animals. | 0:50 | 236 | |
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| 2023-06-24 | old zoo today maybe | 1:31 | 135 | |
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| 2023-06-24 | age restrict my life away. it's easier to hide me than accept I'm real | 3:27 | 203 | |
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| 2023-06-23 | people can't actually think for themselves in today's society, that's one of the problems | 4:46 | 174 | |
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| 2023-06-23 | you wouldn't say these things in real life. the YouTubers you follow give you power to hate here | 1:22 | 215 | |
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| 2023-06-23 | how these channels corrupt and slowly brainwash weak people seeking a leader and an enemy | 6:00 | 269 | |
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| 2023-06-23 | adrasdea and friend visit Murphy's ranch | 16:34 | 179 | |
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| 2023-06-22 | failure will not stop me from the ultimate legday | 2:07 | 239 | |
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| 2023-06-20 | Prednisone update | 1:36 | 256 | |
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| 2023-06-20 | I don't have to document what he's openly bragging about? but what if he's wrong and deletes those? | 3:45 | 214 | |
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| 2023-06-20 | documenting this commentary channels attempts to legally stop commentary about them. 6/20/23 | 8:56 | 423 | |
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| 2023-06-20 | have fun being attached to that trash your ego thinks is diamond's. I tried to help an enemy | 3:55 | 312 | |
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| 2023-06-20 | when filing a trademark, make sure you don't sabotage yourself with duplicates. gotta be unique | 1:17 | 364 | |
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| 2023-06-20 | 48 hours passes by many times in 12 months. the hasty deadline was an error of ego | 1:36 | 290 | |
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| 2023-06-20 | as a human I'm vulnerable to the same ailments you are but I'll only ever be seen as an addict. | 6:44 | 171 | |
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| 2023-06-19 | Prednisone | 1:17 | 180 | |
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| 2023-06-19 | home remedies that are currently failing me | 1:28 | 178 | |
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| 2023-06-19 | day two desperately needing expectorant. PayPal.me/adrasdea | 2:26 | 383 | |
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| 2023-06-19 | TEETH!!!? | 1:48 | 381 | |
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| 2023-06-18 | trying to communicate with narcissistic abusers is a soul crushing experience | 5:00 | 222 | |
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| 2023-06-18 | as an adult orphan, I'm lost for what to do on days like today. | 0:51 | 524 | |
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| 2023-06-18 | father's and slime | 0:33 | 193 | |
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| 2023-06-18 | shine a light explained | 4:30 | 165 | |
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| 2023-06-17 | brown eyed girl | 0:22 | 266 | |
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| 2023-06-17 | PTSD changes you in ways that are hard to describe. | 4:39 | 319 | |
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| 2023-06-16 | failing to sing shine a light. this is why dark origins is on hold. | 3:39 | 150 | |
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| 2023-06-16 | an update about my first book and it's future | 2:12 | 273 | |
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| 2023-06-16 | how much does it cost to satiate an ego that large? how hard will it fall when money fails? | 6:11 | 187 | |
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| 2023-06-16 | more of the same talk that has so far resulted in nothing | 1:06 | 339 | |
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| 2023-06-16 | people believe I killed someone because of his lying about me. it matters that he's a bully and liar | 1:02 | 306 | |
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| 2023-06-16 | Adonis Paul making ad hominem arguments instead of deleting my channel. it's like he can't do it. | 4:05 | 282 | |
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| 2023-06-15 | let's learn about proper arguments and why ad hominem doesn't belong in debate | 5:34 | 212 | |
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| 2023-06-15 | i do wonder when the channel ending strike comes. he said 48 hours, gave me a clock, twice | 0:43 | 85 | |
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| 2023-06-15 | narcissist henpecking is emotional abuse, not petty or cute on an elderly woman | 13:34 | 314 | |
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| 2023-06-15 | adrasdea is visiting a haunted ship | 40:04 | 209 | |
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| 2023-06-14 | adrasdea is still abourd a haunted ship | 7:41 | 96 | |
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| 2023-06-14 | livestreaming this afternoon. | 1:09 | 207 | |
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| 2023-06-14 | tomorrow, adventure calls | 1:49 | 219 | |
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| 2023-06-13 | must detach from narcissist | 3:53 | 244 | |
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| 2023-06-13 | trying to draw my aunt a map. I'm not a geographer nor an artist, this Is from a childhood memory | 8:47 | 165 | |
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| 2023-06-13 | people lived out there before me and after me. my aunt knows it's not on the map | 5:08 | 148 | |
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| 2023-06-13 | the Claritin has failed me. sinus infection growing again | 2:26 | 107 | |
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| 2023-06-13 | my aunt needs help and her family will continue to neglect getting it because she's too abusive | 6:23 | 176 | |
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| 2023-06-13 | a marriage involves 2 people, if a third causes it to fail, why's the 3rd there? it's on you two | 2:57 | 108 | |
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| 2023-06-13 | documenting my abusive aunt blaming me for her divorces. she can't even have accountability for that | 2:43 | 135 | |
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| 2023-06-13 | the fence (cover) | 5:08 | 74 | |
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| 2023-06-13 | addressing the hair change | 1:28 | 168 | |
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| 2023-06-12 | talking about my first marriage | 19:14 | 373 | |
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| 2023-06-11 | no pride today. only Chicken and tears | 1:33 | 315 | |
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| 2023-06-11 | i talk, they show, it's not the same thing. | 2:28 | 206 | |
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| 2023-06-11 | yea, that's called progress and it's the entire point of therapy. means something's working | 1:37 | 148 | |
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| 2023-06-11 | Jim's theme (cover) | 2:07 | 119 | |
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| 2023-06-10 | Bates motel storyline I don't understand | 1:45 | 138 | |
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| 2023-06-10 | the store bought Claritin is not the same as a Doctor prescribed Claritin. the box lies | 1:04 | 133 | |
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| 2023-06-10 | I won't stoop to their level. I've already stood up and begun moving away | 2:51 | 157 | |
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| 2023-06-10 | every number from the clock to the dollar came from him but he never said that. I documented it | 1:26 | 141 | |
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| 2023-06-10 | that's not how copyright works, and your egotistical bragging was deleted, here I saved it for you | 5:45 | 483 | |
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| 2023-06-10 | giving my abusers more consideration to compromise and make mistakes then they will ever allot me | 1:20 | 139 | |
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| 2023-06-10 | 2 days, 4 days, who's counting right? oh yea they count days. seems trivial but I'll help. | 6:12 | 245 | |
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| 2023-06-10 | the invasiveness of my family showing my divorce paperwork to shame me is abusive behavior | 4:07 | 285 | Show |
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| 2023-06-10 | period days. trying hard to disengage untill my emotions stabilize. also I'm blonde now. | 7:35 | 199 | |
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| 2023-06-10 | adrasdea is at a museum | 32:52 | 88 | |
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| 2023-06-09 | abusers don't want to understand. they just want to abuse. I just want to be understood | 6:45 | 249 | |
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| 2023-06-08 | those years where short and have become a manic blur in my memories. dates and times don't matter | 5:58 | 226 | |
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| 2023-06-08 | two new dresses and a month of oxygen. not a bad days haul | 1:05 | 172 | |
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| 2023-06-08 | they lied about a lot of things, drug use, gender identity, dates, it's all par for the course | 2:47 | 181 | |
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| 2023-06-08 | no time for the past now tho, it's new clothes day. get hyped | 1:05 | 140 | |
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| 2023-06-08 | the paperwork is wrong. but it's decades past now and doesn't change anything unless you're abusive | 4:43 | 179 | |
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| 2023-06-08 | adrasdea is day drinking 2 | 42:30 | 240 | |
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| 2023-06-08 | adrasdea is day drinking | 48:13 | 269 | |
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| 2023-06-08 | what do you do with the mad that you feel? | 1:46 | 210 | |
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| 2023-06-08 | anger at another's happiness is a sign there's a problem. | 4:01 | 162 | |
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| 2023-06-06 | too cold. trying again tomorrow | 1:05 | 255 | |
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