| 2025-04-26 | [ENG/RU] Bc I can. | 0:00 | 14 | |
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| 2025-04-26 | [ENG/RU] Maybe we chat in this one hour? | 0:00 | 1 | |
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| 2025-04-26 | [ENG/RU] I want to sleep so badly. But I can't. So I drank caffeine. | 0:00 | 2 | |
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| 2025-04-25 | [ENG/RU] Still feeling bad after stimulants. I wish to drink energy drink.... | 0:00 | 7 | |
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| 2025-04-24 | [ENG/RU] I got stimulant poisoning. Again. | 0:00 | 6 | |
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| 2025-04-24 | [ENG/RU] Worst day on the calendar. I didn't die again. Uh-huh. | 0:00 | 1 | |
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| 2025-04-24 | [ENG/RU] Caffeine does only worse, rn? | I just tried did the best what I can. | 0:00 | 1 | |
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| 2025-04-23 | [ENG/RU] I hope to go to bed soon. | And that I'll be able to sleep. | 0:00 | 2 | |
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| 2025-04-22 | [ENG/RU] 3 more hours without caffeine and I need to sleep. I wanna caffeine so much | 0:00 | 2 | |
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| 2025-04-21 | [ENG/RU] Caffeine and starvation. Not tasty. | Hope to sleep soon. | 0:00 | 8 | |
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| 2025-04-21 | [ENG/RU] A little one | No sleep - couldn't fit magnesium into the diet. | 0:00 | 3 | |
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| 2025-04-20 | [ENG/RU] Caffeine...please, kill me already | Eco problems outside again, my mentally state goworse | 0:00 | 9 | |
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| 2025-04-19 | [ENG/RU] ≤ 75mg of caffeine today | I've done that much, but still alone. | 0:00 | 5 | |
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| 2025-04-18 | [ENG/RU] A little stream before bed | Feels like caffeine doesn't help already | 0:00 | 8 | |
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| 2025-04-17 | [ENG/RU] Caffeine, again?! My intestine in hard pain already | Mentally statement in pain much more | 0:00 | 20 | |
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| 2025-04-17 | [ENG/RU] 1 hour stream, I hope | The power went out on the last stream. | 0:00 | 3 | |
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| 2025-04-16 | [ENG/RU] Caffeine, again, thx what I have so safety psychoactive substance | 0:00 | 3 | |
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| 2025-04-16 | [ENG/RU] 1-2 hour stream, I hope. The power went out on the last stream. | 0:00 | 0 | |
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| 2025-04-15 | [ENG/RU] Again, instead of sleeping, my whole body was being pierced |Another headache with caffeine | 0:00 | 9 | |
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| 2025-04-15 | [ENG/RU] Still with headache but I was needed another doze of caffeine | 0:00 | 4 | |
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| 2025-04-14 | [ENG/RU] Still with headache but I was needed another doze of caffeine | 0:00 | 6 | |
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| 2025-04-13 | And today my body couldn't take it. No stimulants. Existence is super painful again. | 1 hour stream | 0:00 | 2 | |
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| 2025-04-12 | I'm totally alone, that's why I am streaming 3+ years already | 0:00 | 23 | |
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| 2025-04-12 | I'm totally alone, that's why I am streaming 3+ years already | 0:00 | 2 | |
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| 2025-04-11 | 540 mg of caffeine in one day | My mentally state...where is it? | And 3565 mg of taurine | 0:00 | 47 | |
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| 2025-04-11 | Another 12+ hours suffering and alone even with stream | I like blood flavor in my mouth | 0:00 | 7 | |
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| 2025-04-10 | I just won't be alone | Sleep, do my things and others | Caffeine doesn't help already | 0:00 | 3 | |
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| 2025-04-10 | Supervive - bronze 1 claimed 💪 | Another fully stressed day | 0:00 | 2 | |
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| 2025-04-08 | I can't repair my washing machine for 4 months now.... | 0:00 | 6 | |
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| 2025-04-08 | 30 минут микро подрубки | 0:00 | 1 | |
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| 2025-04-07 | Loneliness is killing me | Even sleeping on pc | 0:00 | 4 | |
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| 2025-04-07 | Who wanna chat with outcast? No one? Oh, no | I drank caffeine...again... | 0:00 | 6 | |
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| 2025-04-07 | Instead of sleep I was killed 5 times in a row | 0:00 | 6 | |
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| 2025-04-05 | Another day with caffeine, bc I have no one for emotion support...thx what not p**n | 0:00 | 5 | |
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| 2025-04-05 | A bit of evening ??? | Literally just 1 hour | Chat with myself bc no one else is here | 0:00 | 1 | |
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| 2025-04-04 | I tired from escaping from my misery, so today without caffeine, we'll see what happen | 0:00 | 1 | |
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| 2025-04-03 | Another caffeine day, bc I have nothing positive | 0:00 | 15 | |
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| 2025-04-01 | Missed part from stream 31.03.2025 | 0:00 | 6 | |
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| 2025-03-31 | Soon it will be 8 years since I've been trying to find someone for a stable time together | 0:00 | 8 | |
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| 2025-03-30 | Chatting and other things | overcoming (suffering) | Every day being worse | 0:00 | 13 | |
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| 2025-03-29 | Chatting and other things | overcoming (suffering) | 0:00 | 14 | |
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| 2025-03-28 | Overcoming (suffering) | 0:00 | 2 | |
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| 2025-03-27 | Another day full of loneliness | 0:00 | 10 | |
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| 2025-03-26 | Default empty stream | tried to create russian sweets tier list | 0:00 | 10 | |
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| 2025-03-23 | Bleach Rebirth of Souls (free edition) - second and last try(?) - this feels unplayeble | 0:00 | 1 | |
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| 2025-03-22 | I don't feel productive enough if the stream is turned off. | 0:00 | 25 | |
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| 2025-03-20 | Every day it gets worse - part 2 | 0:00 | 12 | |
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| 2025-03-20 | Every day it gets worse. | 0:00 | 12 | |
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| 2025-03-19 | Ah. something? I don't know. Play with me please | 0:00 | 7 | |
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| 2025-03-19 | One dream is worse than the other. Hated everywhere. | 0:00 | 5 | |
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| 2025-03-18 | I still have a lot of pain in my hip joint....damn.... | 0:00 | 2 | |
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| 2025-03-18 | I can't walk. I have a lot of pain in my hip joint. | 0:00 | 9 | |
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| 2025-03-17 | I tried... | 0:00 | 9 | |
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| 2025-03-16 | If current pain doesn't make me die. Then how incredible is the pain that leads to death. | 0:00 | 1 | |
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| 2025-03-15 | Sleepy. Sick. Poor. | Khasan has left us again. | 0:00 | 7 | |
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| 2025-03-14 | And now the consequences of sleep deprivation and more. | Connection issue. | 0:00 | 24 | |
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| 2025-03-13 | And now the consequences of sleep deprivation and more. | 0:00 | 3 | |
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| 2025-03-12 | I WANT TO SLEEP. I CAN'T SLEEP. THAT'S HORRIBLE. | 0:00 | 6 | |
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| 2025-03-12 | I WANT TO SLEEP. I CAN'T SLEEP. THAT'S HORRIBLE. | What's wrong with connection??? | 3:28:39 | 9 | | Can't Sleep!
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| 2025-03-11 | I WANT TO SLEEP. I CAN'T SLEEP. THAT'S HORRIBLE. | 0:00 | 4 | |
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| 2025-03-10 | I've been physically working for 8 hours. But I can't sleep. | 0:00 | 3 | |
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| 2025-03-10 | CLEAN AIR OUTSIDE TODAY!!! Yay! | I'm oozing mucus 😔 | 0:00 | 5 | |
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| 2025-03-10 | Duo with khasan | gbfvr | 0:00 | 7 | |
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| 2025-03-09 | A little one I guees | Illnesses worsen. Things break. I still don't know how to get money for it. | 0:00 | 0 | |
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| 2025-03-09 | Duo with khasan | gbfvr | 0:00 | 2 | |
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| 2025-03-09 | Duo with khasan | gbfvr | 0:00 | 2 | |
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| 2025-03-09 | Illnesses worsen. Things break. I still don't know how to get money for it. | 0:00 | 19 | |
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| 2025-03-08 | Once again,I wasted my time uselessly on a human who didnt care about me.I'm upset about my actions. | 0:00 | 17 | |
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| 2025-03-07 | I want to sleep but I wont to sleep? wtf? | 0:00 | 5 | |
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| 2025-03-06 | It's so hard to even figure out how to be good when there are bad people everywhere. | 0:00 | 1 | |
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| 2025-03-05 | It's so hard to even figure out how to be good when there are bad people everywhere. | 0:00 | 2 | |
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| 2025-03-05 | 4 sleep hours per day, positive attention deficit, cptsd and much more problems what I can't solve | 0:00 | 8 | |
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| 2025-03-04 | I can't sleep. | Who came up with the idea of selling energy drinks by passport? Morons. | 0:00 | 6 | |
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| 2025-03-03 | I got eaten up by emotional regressions again. But I consumed p*rn and caffeine. I feel better now. | 0:00 | 4 | |
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| 2025-03-02 | I can't. As always. | Caffeine and p*rn are the only stimulating things in my existence. | 0:00 | 2 | |
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| 2025-03-02 | I can't sleep. Again. | Caffeine and p*rn are the only stimulating things in my existence. | 0:00 | 2 | |
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| 2025-03-01 | Caffeine and p*rn are the only stimulating things in my existence. | 0:00 | 1 | |
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| 2025-02-28 | Caffeine and p*rn are the only stimulating things in my existence. | 0:00 | 2 | |
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| 2025-02-28 | Caffeine and p*rn are the only stimulating things in my existence. | 0:00 | 5 | |
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| 2025-02-27 | cPTSD, gender dysphoria, what else? autism and bpd? | 0:00 | 13 | |
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| 2025-02-26 | cPTSD, gender dysphoria, what else? autism and bpd? | 0:00 | 21 | |
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| 2025-02-25 | Castle crashers pvp duel 2025 | 0:00 | 41 | | Castle Crashers
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| 2025-02-25 | Castle Crashers pvp duel 3 modes in 2025 year | 0:00 | 15 | | Castle Crashers
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| 2025-02-25 | Those matches vs azrael (therolerofrome) | 0:00 | 11 | | BlazBlue: Central Fiction
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| 2025-02-23 | cPTSD, gender dysphoria, what else? autism and bpd? Ah, yeah, dead gastrointestinal tract. | 0:00 | 16 | | BlazBlue: Central Fiction
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| 2025-02-21 | cPTSD, gender dysphoria, what else? autism and bpd? Ah, yeah, dead gastrointestinal tract. | 0:00 | 11 | |
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| 2025-02-21 | cPTSD, gender dysphoria, what else? autism and bpd? | 0:00 | 13 | |
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| 2025-02-19 | cPTSD, gender dysphoria, what else? autism and bpd? | 0:00 | 17 | |
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| 2025-02-19 | cPTSD, gender dysphoria, what else? autism and bpd? | 0:00 | 4 | |
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| 2025-02-17 | Never... | 0:00 | 7 | | BlazBlue: Central Fiction
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| 2025-02-16 | Stories: The Path of Destinies review #games #game #gamer #pcgamer #pcgames | 0:00 | 6 | | Stories: The Path of Destinies
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| 2025-02-15 | Очень сильно хочу спать, но не могу уснуть. Вырублюсь когда начну читать? | 0:00 | 7 | |
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| 2025-02-15 | I don't have any positive stimulating things in existence | 0:00 | 10 | |
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| 2025-02-14 | I don't have any positive stimulating things in existence | 0:00 | 7 | |
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| 2025-02-13 | I don't have any positive stimulating things in existence | 0:00 | 0 | |
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| 2025-02-12 | Stories: The Path of Destinies отзыв #games #pcgaming #pcgamer #pcgames #review | 0:00 | 34 | | Stories: The Path of Destinies
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| 2025-02-11 | Anti-social default stream | 0:00 | 6 | |
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| 2025-02-11 | Anti-social default stream | 0:00 | 5 | |
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| 2025-02-11 | Anti-social default stream | 0:00 | 1 | |
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| 2025-02-09 | кптср - уокер | Насколько же мне надо стать лучше, чтобы меня принял хотя бы 1 человек? Эх. | 0:00 | 5 | |
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