| 2025-07-25 | [Eng/Ru] Another day... I'm still...exist? | 135 mg of caffeine | 0:00 | 6 | |
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| 2025-07-25 | [Eng/Ru] I take a break and play before bed | 135 mg of caffeine | 0:00 | 10 | | BlazBlue: Central Fiction
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| 2025-07-24 | [Eng/Ru] I take a break and play strinova before bed | 2 mg of caffeine yo | 0:00 | 26 | |
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| 2025-07-23 | [Eng/Ru] Sick consciousness, in a sick head, on a sick body. | 0:00 | 5 | |
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| 2025-07-23 | [Eng][Ru sub] How to stop masturbating (literally, without water). | 0:00 | 10 | |
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| 2025-07-23 | [Eng][Ru sub]So many good things in this world. | 0:00 | 12 | |
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| 2025-07-21 | [Eng/Ru] Pat my head, please. The hatred of the world is very painful. | 135 mg of caffeine. | 0:00 | 29 | |
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| 2025-07-20 | [Eng/Ru] I'm bad as a streamer. I'm just totally helpless... | 0:00 | 9 | |
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| 2025-07-19 | [Eng/Ru] I'm bad as a streamer. I'm just totally helpless... | 0:00 | 20 | |
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| 2025-07-19 | [Eng/Ru] I'm bad as a streamer. I'm just totally helpless... | 0:00 | 8 | |
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| 2025-07-19 | [Eng/Ru] I wanna...I wanna.... ??? Ah... I'm still hopeless | 135 mg of caffeine | 0:00 | 26 | |
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| 2025-07-18 | [Eng/Ru] Born. Suffered. And died. | I can pass out during the stream. | 0:00 | 26 | |
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| 2025-07-18 | Недееспособный и сломанная стиральная машина. | 0:00 | 10 | |
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| 2025-07-17 | [Eng/Ru] Another day of total abandonment. I once again failed to cover basic needs. | 0:00 | 21 | |
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| 2025-07-16 | Патриархат всё-таки существует? Кто такой мужчина? | Запись со стрима. Реакция. | 0:00 | 9 | |
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| 2025-07-16 | [Eng/Ru] Rip :pensive: | 0:00 | 5 | |
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| 2025-07-15 | Ненавижу, что меня до сих пор полностью отвергает этот мир. И ни один человек, так и не принял меня. | 0:00 | 9 | |
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| 2025-07-15 | [Eng/Ru] Can't sleep again. Doing shit. I hate myself. I want to cry. | 188.75 mg of caffeine. | 0:00 | 13 | |
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| 2025-07-13 | Я совершил критическую. Напоминание мне о некоторых вещах. | 0:00 | 13 | |
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| 2025-07-13 | [Eng/Ru] Another extremely painful day. | Caffeine :pensive: | 0:00 | 8 | |
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| 2025-07-12 | [Eng/Ru] Another critical vram error.... | 135 mg of caffeine | 0:00 | 4 | |
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| 2025-07-11 | [Eng/Ru] The whole surface of the body aches, a "wind" in the head, and food feels empty | 135 mg cf | 0:00 | 10 | |
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| 2025-07-11 | [Eng/Ru] I'm winning? Oh, still no | 8 mg of caffeine | 0:00 | 1 | |
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| 2025-07-10 | [Eng/Ru] Every day surviving getting harder | 8mg of caffeine | 0:00 | 4 | |
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| 2025-07-10 | [Eng/Ru] I'm winning? Oh, still no. | 137 mg of caffeine. | 0:00 | 4 | |
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| 2025-07-08 | [Eng/Ru] My lungs hurt. Death by lack of oxygen? Better than a stroke, I guess? | 70 mg of caffeine | 0:00 | 7 | |
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| 2025-07-07 | [Eng/Ru] I so hard tired to trying...but caffeine give me energy. Again. | 143 mg of caffeine | 0:00 | 6 | |
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| 2025-07-07 | Энергетический хайден гем. Кто о чём, а Я об отраве. Снова. Выживаю как могу. | 0:00 | 137 | |
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| 2025-07-07 | [Eng/Ru]Another day of rotting bc another year sitting alone | 90 mg of caffeine. | 0:00 | 22 | |
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| 2025-07-06 | [Eng/Ru] Why am I trying to prove that I exist? | 15 mg of caffeine. | 0:00 | 21 | |
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| 2025-07-05 | [Eng/Ru] A little stream time more | videocard is dead | 154 mg of caffeine | 0:00 | 15 | | BlazBlue: Central Fiction
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| 2025-07-04 | [Eng/Ru] Today with soft and another moral down | 150 mg of caffeine | 0:00 | 20 | |
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| 2025-07-04 | 300+ Сладостей-гадостей тир лист, что Я пробовал 2020-2025(I) | Записи со стрима | 0:00 | 26 | |
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| 2025-07-03 | [Eng\Ru] Severe pain of "existence" being mentally ill social isolated and decaf. | 0:00 | 4 | |
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| 2025-07-03 | Нейросеть - единственная помощь для психически больного. | 0:00 | 4 | |
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| 2025-07-03 | [Eng/Ru] Am I exist? Feels like. No. | 8 mg of caffeine. | 0:00 | 5 | |
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| 2025-07-02 | [Eng\Ru] I don't exist | 150 mg of caffeine | 0:00 | 45 | |
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| 2025-07-01 | [Eng\Ru] Psychotherapy is paid. Events are paid for. Where do I get socialization? | 20 mg of caf | 0:00 | 10 | |
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| 2025-06-30 | [Eng\Ru] I still haven't died. Wow! | 135 mg of caffeine. | 0:00 | 36 | |
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| 2025-06-29 | [Eng\Ru] Launch stream again like someone will come here and chat with me, yeah | decaf today. | 0:00 | 6 | |
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| 2025-06-28 | [Eng\Ru] I scream how that hard to do something being in rf without special soft | 0:00 | 15 | |
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| 2025-06-27 | [Eng\Ru] I'm trying to rest. | ~ 20 mg of caffeine. | 0:00 | 21 | |
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| 2025-06-27 | [Eng\Ru] Today.... | 0:00 | 21 | |
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| 2025-06-26 | [Eng\Ru] Default chaotic me | yeah I launchshort bbcf stream third time today | 0:00 | 10 | | BlazBlue: Central Fiction
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| 2025-06-26 | [Eng\Ru] Please I tired | 0:00 | 10 | |
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| 2025-06-26 | [Eng\Ru] Please I tired | 0:00 | 37 | |
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| 2025-06-24 | [Eng\Ru] Doing random things bc I wanna but can't sleep. | 0:00 | 20 | |
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| 2025-06-24 | DMC 3 Crimson mod не спас для меня DMC 3 | Запись со стрима | 0:00 | 67 | | Devil May Cry 3
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| 2025-06-22 | Heatwave unit-01 speed 5a starter corner resourceless combo | 0:00 | 8 | |
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| 2025-06-21 | [Eng\Ru] My whole body hurts. I can't sleep. I want attention. Society has decided I dont deserve it | 0:00 | 5 | |
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| 2025-06-21 | [Eng\Ru] I can't eat more eggs....wtf.... What I will it then????????? | 0:00 | 3 | |
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| 2025-06-20 | Towerborne ранний доступ - впечатление за бесплатную неделю | 0:00 | 18 | |
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| 2025-06-20 | Я сделал свой первый сайт. Итоги. Спойлер: ничего хорошего. | Запись со стрима | 0:00 | 53 | |
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| 2025-06-20 | Gal Guardians: Servants of the Dark Demo First Boss - Head Maid - Challenge difficulty - solo | 0:00 | 5 | |
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| 2025-06-20 | [Eng\Ru] There are no words to describe the intensity of the pain I feel. I just need to die. | 0:00 | 15 | |
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| 2025-06-19 | [Eng\Ru] I thought I'd have one more day for towerborne.... | 75 mg of caffeine | 0:00 | 11 | |
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| 2025-06-19 | [Eng\Ru] I thought I'd have one more day for towerborne.... | 75 mg of caffeine | 0:00 | 6 | |
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| 2025-06-18 | [Eng\Ru] I'm really scared to sleep alone in the dark again. | 0:00 | 5 | |
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| 2025-06-18 | [Eng/Ru] Here is nothing. | 50mg of caffeine | 0:00 | 16 | |
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| 2025-06-18 | [EngRu]I just realized today.That I wasnt just being violated.I was being violated to violate myself | 0:00 | 2 | |
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| 2025-06-17 | [Eng/Ru] Towerborne only? Short stream before bed? | 0:00 | 4 | |
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| 2025-06-16 | [Eng/Ru] I did my new project (almost) | I can't sleep...again... | 135 mg of caffeine | 0:00 | 5 | |
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| 2025-06-16 | [Eng/Ru] I did my own site and what? Hard dismoral | Trying to reduce caffeine doze | 50 mg | 0:00 | 13 | |
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| 2025-06-15 | [Eng/Ru] I can't sleep...again... That so, so, so sad for me... | + 135 mg of caffeine | 0:00 | 4 | |
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| 2025-06-14 | [Ru] Зайти в доту без фуллстака всегда ошибка. | 0:00 | 7 | |
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| 2025-06-13 | [Eng/Ru] Today again.... or just in towerborne? | 0:00 | 11 | |
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| 2025-06-12 | [Eng/Ru] A daily endeavor shrouded in anguish | 135 mg of caffeine | 0:00 | 2 | |
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| 2025-06-12 | [Eng/Ru] I'm too sick today. To try to do anything but try to relax. | 135 of caffeine ( | 0:00 | 7 | |
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| 2025-06-11 | [Eng/Ru] Looking for sponsorship/job, give me money please, I'm tired of living on $200/month | 0:00 | 8 | |
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| 2025-06-11 | Пытался пояснить за bapbap. Запись со стрима. | 0:00 | 97 | |
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| 2025-06-10 | [Ru] Дота дуо | 0:00 | 13 | | Dota 2
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| 2025-06-10 | [Eng/Ru] An ordinary day. In an effort to make it productive. | 225 mg of caffeine. | 0:00 | 6 | |
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| 2025-06-10 | [Ru] Я снова зпустил доту...Лишь бы с кем-то поиграть... | 0:00 | 2 | |
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| 2025-06-08 | [Eng/Ru] It's so hard to be needed. Why to be lonely that hard? | Poisoned. | 0:00 | 13 | |
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| 2025-06-07 | [Eng/Ru] No package with shoes today( | 135 mg of caffeine | 0:00 | 54 | |
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| 2025-06-06 | [Eng/Ru] Trying to overwhelm my body to pass out. | 0:00 | 4 | |
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| 2025-06-06 | [Eng/Ru] Another try | 270 mg of caffeine | I guess I will eat so much carbs soon. Again. | 0:00 | 6 | |
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| 2025-06-05 | [Eng/Ru] First time I've ever lost my voice | I can't sleep | I've been told again how useless I am | 0:00 | 17 | |
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| 2025-06-05 | [Eng/Ru] How I want to talk...and spend time together..... | 135 mg of caffeine. | 0:00 | 13 | |
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| 2025-06-04 | [Eng/Ru] Yt blocks my messages in my comments and streams :sob: | Still 270 mg of caffeine. | 0:00 | 4 | |
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| 2025-06-03 | [Eng/Ru] No energy even with caffeine | 110 mg of caffeine. | 0:00 | 33 | |
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| 2025-06-03 | [Eng/Ru] I feel worse, even after 150mg of caffeine. Is the end near? | 0:00 | 10 | |
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| 2025-06-02 | [Eng/Ru] A little chit-chat. with no one? | 0:00 | 5 | |
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| 2025-06-02 | [Eng/Ru] The body does not provide energy to do things | 285 mg of caffeine. | 0:00 | 1 | |
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| 2025-06-02 | [Eng/Ru] A little play in bbcf | 0:00 | 6 | | BlazBlue: Central Fiction
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| 2025-06-01 | [Eng/Ru] A little chit-chat | 0:00 | 12 | |
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| 2025-06-01 | [Eng/Ru] Still not good enough for everyone | I'm tired of even using caffeine. | 0:00 | 1 | |
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| 2025-05-31 | [Eng/Ru] Still not good enough for everyone | 135 mg of caffeine | 0:00 | 8 | |
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| 2025-05-31 | [Ru] DMC 3 Crimson | Did I fix the gamepad? Test. | 0:00 | 3 | |
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| 2025-05-29 | [Eng\Ru] Regular everyday pain from trauma and basic needs that aren't covered | 540 mg of caffeine. | 0:00 | 14 | |
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| 2025-05-29 | [Eng\Ru] P*rn and ma****bation made me feel better. Eh. At least this way. | 0:00 | 3 | |
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| 2025-05-29 | [Eng\Ru] 3/4 of my conscious existence is solo.Will death take me, that it may end? I hope so. | 0:00 | 14 | |
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| 2025-05-28 | [Eng\Ru] The videocard artefacts even more. New difficulties in fixing the washing machine. | 0:00 | 25 | |
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| 2025-05-27 | You forgot about that button | Next-level combo optimizations | Naoto Kurogane [BBCF2] (reupload) | 0:00 | 41 | | BlazBlue: Central Fiction
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| 2025-05-25 | [Eng/Ru] Another day to overcome.. 135 mg of caffeine. Lack of sleep. Another day of loneliness. | 0:00 | 1 | |
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| 2025-05-25 | [Eng/Ru] Not electricity. No hot water. But factories that poison the air. | 270 mg of caffeine. | 0:00 | 2 | |
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| 2025-05-25 | [Eng/Ru] Another day to overcome.. 270 mg of caffeine. Lack of sleep. Another day of loneliness. 2 | 0:00 | 1 | |
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| 2025-05-24 | [Eng/Ru] Another day to overcome.. 270 mg of caffeine. Lack of sleep. Another day of loneliness. | 0:00 | 8 | |
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| 2025-05-24 | [Eng/Ru] It's hard without caffeine. Sleep. Communication. With illness and trauma. | 0:00 | 8 | |
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| 2025-05-23 | [Eng/Ru] Random Sleep Stream | I'm trying to go without caffeine today. | 0:00 | 63 | |
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