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I am so afraid.
I am afraid of being alone.
I am afraid of ending up alone.

I'm afraid of not being enough.
I'm afraid of always being seen for who people assume me to be and not who I am.
I am afraid of losing it all.
I am afraid of hurting so bad, I relapse.

I am afraid of being hurt.
I am afraid of trust.
I am afraid of the pain consuming me.

I never stopped being afraid.
Not from the first time I was abused, rejected, and hurt until this moment, right now.

I am afraid of all this.
Yet...
I am hopeful.
And proud.
Proud of who I've chosen to be.
Not who I was destined to be.

And hopeful that my God will never leave me or forsake me.
He will work all things together.
Because that's who he is.

One thing I'm not afraid of.
What comes next.

Hope. Faith. Love.
The greatest of these is Love.

I love who I've become.
I love who I was.
I love who I know I'm becoming.

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