Aloofness (Bonus Track) Bradkinn - Prod. H3 music
4I... don't even care anymore I'm just sooooo mellow and chill rn i can like do nothing and be totally content with that tbh but idk whatever subscribe if you want but yeah up to you i guess
Hook
I was full of aloofness
kind of a dofus
kind of a nuisance
wherever the noose is
that's where my neck was
wrapped like a necklace
judging consensus
hand me the sentence
Verse 1
I was hoping to end this
depression is endless
I'm losing focus
I'm hoping you notice
cuts on my thighs so no one would notice
but out my eyes cold tears so frozen
but that's for the moment
pain in a portrait
time my opponent
changing I know it
I been so stuck in my mind I'm becoming a slave to it
heart beats sludge like mud was flowing right thru it
pumping so hard I swear it could burst right out
stressing forever I never remember when I wasn't in doubt
but this isn't me when purpose is lost
that's when I'm free to measure the cost
Hook
I was full of aloofness
kind of a dofus
kind of a nuisance
wherever the noose is
that's where my neck was
wrapped like a necklace
judging consensus
hand me the sentence
Verse 2
but this isn't me when purpose is lost
that's when I'm free to measure the cost
what do I need to further the cause
just give it me I'll be my own boss
but that's how I fall
that's when i fail
running for miles under sleet and hail
gotta get mine back gotta get my mind back
then I can get back to pain
my mind in love with all these chains
forever stuck playing games
chasing feelings over peace
will only offer shame
and that's a shame cause
these waves that bury me got me envying the grave
zombie walk away from my empty selfish gains
I felt nothing but the pain over years of hiding shame till the light was shined and joy could come and stay I was blank and numb, a cutout shape, shattered at a whim and giving freedom
never thought I guess I never thought
a robot with rusted parts I refuse
to let any mistake define me
I'm led by truth my path is laid
avoid the ruse my fate is sealed
dropping clues for my open brain
molded it with purpose now I ain't the same
Hook
I was full of aloofness
kind of a dofus
kind of a nuisance
wherever the noose is
that's where my neck was
wrapped like a necklace
judging consensus
hand me the sentence