CainTheBoss - Restless Night of Horror (Official Video)
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Lyrics:
sometimes it gets so fucking hard
i was lookin at myself in the mirror as if i was something to discard
i called my mom and told her i couldnt fucking do it at all
listening to her 18 year old pathetically bawl
what a terrible phone call
you know ive never been good with those
I really did think about it the night before the hotel and thought a lot on the day of, i was so fucking scared and i couldnt fucking sleep
i got 2 hours of a wink listening to podcast moments to help me sleep
when i awoke it was only 10pm not 2200 yet
i took a damn shower and when i got out i was face to face with the demon in the mirror
a creature of hate, one that i no longer know
hands trembling i looked in the mirror and sobbed
was this choice something to be proud of?
who really knows
i called ryan i think and was crying so fucking hard
i had a moment with jodie on the other end situation just a few months later
sometimes the brightest people have the ugliest cries when wrought with despair and all i could do was try, try to hold on, try to see if i had what it takes, i met a man at the airport and he was so kind, so many people saw the fear in my eyes
this level of brutal honesty can only hurt the album right?
and so i got on the plane, and flew into the night
and so i got on the plane and flew into the night
and though i have all of these fears
you know that ill be alive next year
and id think youd like to know
you're never goin hoo-oo-o-o-o-o-ome
youre never goin home
youre never goin home
i gave death a good high five
right before i went on live
Paralyzed
staring
at the mirror
why
did i sign
4 years of my whole life
to a place of this design
cry myself to sleep
but i cant sleep
keep the moment right
terrified
see my horrifying eyes
and my weight
seems too high
i cant run
ill just die
bring it on
no sleep tonight
and though i have all of these fears
you know that ill be alive next year
and id think youd like to know
you're never goin hoo-oo-o-o-o-o-ome
youre never goin home
youre never goin home
i gave death a good high five
right before i went on live
thought i was lover
but i neva met another
lonlier man, such as myself
hope-less ro-man-tic
falls in love with what he sees
prob-lems gi-gan-tic
doesnt know what it really means
he cant differientiate from that laptop screen
parasocial life with what is in his dreams
restless night of horror yet the life has not begun
im just earnin money below age of 21
yuh yuh
paychecks comin in and now im feelin so good
i got a job i think is good
i got a job i think is good
A millenia ago
there was a man named death
and he would play piano
more than you would ever know
about 6 months ago
there was a young man
and he would freak out
more than you could ever know
I remember the day when i walked away from my whole life
I signed away 4 years of life and i just cried
Did i throw away the greatest parts of me
or am i just a ghost swimming to the sea
i tell myself that im all good and do some wrong
sometimes i go back home and wonder what went wrong
lookin back at times playin donkey kong
happy that ive lived a life this long
catchin feelings on things that i really cant meet
and lookin at freakish things in discreet
anime sites get pulled down and i just weep
adobe flash is gone next weeeeeek
watch smbz and some ytps next week
try to balance my 3 lives at once
but i only have 2 hands
art, fitness, work, stay alive
and sometimes i dream
i dream of pretty lights
with a band by my side
and i could play a piano
Dance around lightly
like my bodys made of air
theres nothing scary out there
id put on my final show
id put on my final show
death would play the piano
as the curtain calls to close