Can the ‘I’ be attentive to itself? | amihai.substack.com | Art of Now
“I watch myself”
If you say that, what do you mean?
I ; that is, that which you Are, watch.
Not by the eyes, or through a mirror, obviously,
But, give attention to;
Myself ; that which I am
That which I am, gives attention, to that which I am
What does it mean, “give attention”?
What does it mean to watch, to observe?
I ; am, attentive to “I”
Is that so?
Are you attentive to yourself ?
Or, are you looking at your image, at your knowledge, preferences,
Through some method of observation, with some expectations?
“I watch myself”
That which I am, attends, that which I am.
Is attention a glue, a bridge, an interface?
Something that you control, direct, use?
Or is attention free of any touch of man?
Any shape of mind, any knowledge, any direction, any control?
That which I am ; That which I am ; Attention
Is it so?
Now meditate, find out, look