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This video contains:
1. Mentions of sewerslide
2. Flashing lights
If you are uncomfortable with the following, please do not watch this video and watch another video you comfortable with, if you read this thank you :)

Context: I think I'm gonna call this girl Sada, Sada feels like she isn't supposed to be feeling the way she feels because there is nothing wrong with her life so there is no reason for her to be sad, but she doesn't really believe she is "sad" because she doesn't cry (although she does she just isn't aware when she does) she sorta just feels empty. Her mind can go from negative to positive but because her mindset is on and off she isn't sure what to feel about herself or her life. She tries to be happy or at least tries to make herself believe that she's happy and sometimes it works but most of the time it doesn't cause can't determine those emotions...although when she feels the negative feelings she tries to say it's all in her head to stop feeling this way but she can't get rid of it. It leads her to wanting to not feel anything at all which is why she says she looks "forward" to death although she doesn't wanna die, she just wants to feel normal.

Note: I actually had this video up before but removed it, I honestly can't remember why so if it looks familiar that's why lol :,) I decided to put it up again because I felt proud of it haha don't judge me TwT and since I'm feeling a little unmotivated to make anything new right now because of school and also because I just woke up from a 2 hour nap I thought maybe why not repost it? I'm not sure what to do with this character but you'll probably never see her again because I don't know what to do with it but if ya'll want to see her again please let me know I hope ya'll like it though or at least the editing haha! :)

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Song by: ‪@Gorillaz‬

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