(Day #395) Beating Iris until I get a GF || Megaman X4

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Published on February 9, 2024 5:38:37 AM ● Video Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5GRtKL9z3-E

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Mega Man X4 (1997)

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To make it clear whether I'm on waiting game or not.... it's both actually.

In other hand, I need the comfort and someone to fight for. Someone that's worth to protect, cherish, and taken care of by my hands. Someone that I'll prioritize, someone that will be my responsibility. A whole new responsibility with a whole new reward. That concludes on why I'm not in a waiting game.

But at the same time, I can't approach them. Several factors... but the main ones are lack of communication skills due to bad past, literal skill issue since I lack talent to begin with, and lack of resources whether physical criteria or economical criteria(let's be real, dating cost money afterall). I've been calculating those with my current condition and I don't think that I deserve one. So yeah, a waiting game you're right.

And yeah..... I used to work 9-5 for 6 months and I'll be honest here, i couldn't bear with the pressure. The boss who saw my bad performance, the customer whomst I need to face my lack of communication skills, and my own mental that's weak as fuck to begin with..... I was supposed to stay there for money, but I couldn't bear it that I really wanted to die after I resigned. From that time, I've always considered myself as weak... pathetic, unworthy of a girlfriend. Don't worry, it's my own fault to be a weakling here.... no worries, they're not at fault.

Thank, God. I can finally tell the whole thing. It's quite hard to me....

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