Dying In A Daydream Within A Daydream Within A Daydream...
The last time this happened, I remember it very clearly. I was scared, frightened to such a point I was unable to speak.
I was worried on that very flight that after three years of silence that I would end up going back on an airplane, it's one of my biggest fears, but of course, as with anything, I can't do bat-shit about it.
I remember the violent turbulence up there and how uncomfortable I felt, my ears were fine as long as I was vibing to some good old tunes through my noise-cancellation headphones, but it never felt right...
The worst part about coming home from a trip is that you have to go back to your own personal hell again and start thinking as if that whole trip you were on was just nothing but a dream, a dying one.
The worst part about all of this, I never got to say goodbye to this place. Because fuck life.
There's always dreams left unfulfilled.
There's always a never again.
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