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If your intrested after watching the video heres the full explantion. So basically I was suffering through lots of demotivation. The weekend of March 24th-26th of 2023 I didn't do anything at all. I just sat on my bed and did nothing and thats when I privated all my videos in early April. I thought I was done with YouTube I really did. I privated all of it and considered just deleting the channel. However I told myself not to because I knew id come back and im so happy I did. One of the reasons for demotivation was my issues with depression. Its very frequent and ive been working on stopping it. Ive also been getting a lot of intrusive thoughts lately and working on YouTube videos with the thought that any second I could die or im not good enough is very hard on me. I hope you guys can understand why I did this and I love all of you guys that subscribed. Thank you for all the support lately it means the world to me. Expect a new video sometime soon I need to take a glance at my video ideas first xD.