I don't know who I am or what I want... disappointment, music, ANNOUNCEMENT!?
29Wow this vlog is long and meandering, I probably should have done it as a livestream... But yeah mental health issues about my sense of self and the role disappointment has played in exacerbating it, using my music life as a big example, going on a rant, and eventually getting to an ANNOUNCEMENT!!!
Vlog mentions: mental illness, dissociation, Schizoid Personality Disorder, depression, glass child trauma, being a musician, asexuality, Finnish Lapphunds, superstitious thinking, Chinese New Year, Year of the Dragon.
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