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In this episode, (Rambling part 5) I talk about how Pillowdear quietly deleted her old Yandere ASMR videos—and why I ended up doing the same. From cringe and rebranding to YouTube’s weird crackdown on ASMR, it all makes sense.

I also open up about the deeper side of the Yandere community—how it’s not just about anime tropes or memes, but real people dealing with loneliness, mental health, and relationship struggles. I even found a website where those stories are shared… and it really hit me.

Plus, I explain why my ear tinnitus has forced me to give up on the idea of a normal relationship, and how that’s affected my connection with the Yandere theme. This one’s a bit personal.

Timestamps:
0:00 – Pillowdear
3:43 – Yandere Community