{I'm sorry...} (Six degrees of Separation)
15hay....
look....You know me Laura, you know..... Im the shittest person in the world, in the universe more like. I fucking crap with apologies , i cant just come out and say it, i just cant, I wierd like that.....
So, I guess this is it..... my apologies, I hope it is enough..... but i understand if it isnt, not after what I said to you.... But I have to.....
Im sorry for what I said, I was upset, depressed, ripping myself apart cos i was seeing him hurt you......
I messed upped i know, I was in bad depression, i had Samantha yelling at me, I....I just lost it..... You know I not good at controlling my anger............ I was so mad at him..... I took it all out on you, and i am really am sorry......
I was fumming for about, 30 minutes, but was also depressed at the same time...... When it went..... I just couldnt stop crying.... I collapsed in the shower, I sat there more about fifteen minutes just crying and started verbally beating myself up, crying out for you....
I continued crying most of the night, managing to burn myself with my straighteners and cut myself with my scissors, I wanted to die so hard..... I could imagine my life without you......
All of today..... I felt so depressed... suisidal to.... I felt like vomiting the entire day, my head hurt like hell..... I had to restrain myself from crying......every change i got i rubbed my half of the necklaces..........
I want you back so much...... I cant live without you.... I really cant....... You saved me so much..... I owe you my life.... I dont want to lose you...... Please........
Im not any good with relationship shit..... as you know...... Love caused me to become like this..... Me to realize everything wrong with me, to get disphoria, so start selfharming and everything else.....
Im sorry.... I wont interfere in your relationship anymore..... I promise..... just..... dont go....
~Izzy
I dont really care if this gets bad comment..... i just made this for laura....
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