Indecision (Song A Day #1739)
25There's a feeling
That you get
Deep
In the pit
Of your stomach
When you don't know
What to do
you can fight it
or you can listen
ignore the call
or heed the mission
it's your life
you're in control
except also
you're kind of not
except also
you kind of are
this feeling
is just chemicals
and electricity
all inside of me
on the outside
nothing's changed
on the inside
it's a weird pain
this feeling
must be some
evolutionary
advantage
maybe to warn me
against future ills
pattern recognition
in the forest and hills
but right now
does it do me good?
will it bring me happiness?
deep under my hood
i wanna go to sleep
but there's a gnawing pulse
deep in my gut
like nothing else
being human
is about
these random feelings
that fill us with doubt
that elate us
that create us
they bring us down
and they make us
who we are