Isolation pt III: Solitude - DBThanatos
A dark song for bright days of dark celebrations (Im referring to Halloween and stuff).
After too long, I'm finally releasing this song. It's the third part of four, which make this whole "piece" called "isolation". It's surprising to find that the concept I made so many years ago, did fit so well to events of my "recent" life (not so recent now, but yeah). I still had to change the lyrics as to convey with better words (and better english) the idea I had in mind.
Also, I think this was my first experimentation with a wider arrangement of instruments (albeit in synthetizer). The result was this macabre (for me) melody with symphonic touches.
Lyrics:
In times of need is when we see the truth
When you need someone to be there for you
You will find nothing but their lack of will
They'll claim support while they turn away
I saw the act and I did fall for it
I saw your hand and I thought you were here
But when I tried to grab and tried to rise
I saw you fade away, I saw you escape
And I cried for your help
and you just turned away
And I started to drown
and you just ran away
And I bled on my bed
and you ran to escape
And my roots turned black
and just didn't care
And through despair I called your name
I thought I had someone to trust
I saw my wounds, I saw my scars
I saw my blood and love start to crust
And I cried for your help
and you just turned away
And I started to drown
and you just ran away
And I bled on my bed
and you ran to escape
And my roots turned black
and you just didn't care
And my wounds started to heal
and you were not around
And I started to rise
and you were somewhere else
And I'm starting to live
life where you're not around
And I'm growing strong
without you in my life