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Alternative title: It’s Just A Burning Memory, but you have depression.

I actually shed a tear listening to this, since I still have no friends. During public school, an elementary school that is, when could I possibly go wrong? Well, everything went wrong without hesitation. I was immediately bullied, made fun of, and then nearly died to them.

I couldn’t do anything but have insomnia and stay awake for a whole night at least two times a week. Then hearing the voices in my head forever and ever when attempting to try a certain activity.

It flashbacks over and over without warning, I don’t think I can do anything about it. I accepted the voices’ insults, then moved on with an emotionless life.

Having lack of interest on everything, expecting everything I do will never let me succeed..

I’m beginning to lose myself, some people have told me..

Feeling like the same crap, but at a different day.

This might mean nothing to you, but I can’t get over any of it. If you ever meet me in person, don’t expect me to feel happy. Nothing can help.