my life didn’t go as planned
0First Congrats to the winners of the 21st Century Hunger Games ⚔️
#comedy #lifeistough
ii tried sports but the “higher ups” 🤘🏻have a “favorites” 🌈. New Africans arent invited i guess u got have ur booty played with first .
Parents said i can go school in a dif country i may have made mistake staying here 🇺🇸
If anyone else sees this u arent forced to read u can skip over this video. This is so i remember my own storyline , Memory fading 🧠 must post. This video is about a year old , dont really like showing feelings to public because nobody in 21st century cares about feelings im assuming i may not become famous anyway, memory fading as i grow , ill leave this behind for myself to watch when im older . Slept in a car for awhile until i got this place . Had much trouble in life early on, grew up in oakland CA fun middleschool n highschool in hercules CA but too much getting made fun of messed up my creativity 🎨the girls preferred gangster wannabes . Quit college computer science became discouraged at skin color ✊🏿 . Found a kid name lil yachty inspired me to try music. CA Bay area too violent wasnt tough enough or cool enough to girls .got kicked outside father mad i didnt finish school. Kicked out in cold winds and summer heat left me in some limbo state⚖️. Only thing that helped was smoking weed🌲and staying positive , every morning I woke up somewhere different using any money i had on gas n food . Barely speak to other humans now. Couldn’t bring myself to record sleeping in car like some youtubers , too embarrassed. Slept on friend couches or in car outside grocery stores sometimes libraries wasnt fully grown yet. Finished growing in car so not as tall as i should be. Car charger broke so for 2 years had to plug phone into Sides of random buildings, whatever charge port i could find that worked mostly charged phone at 24 hour fitness lucky dad didnt cut off gym membership . Police wake me up randomly with flashlights many months. Shower at friends or gym . Lucky some friends stuck by then money problems got the best of all of us . No friends now. Had to let them focus. Me situation was hard for them to be around. Only saw father few times over years I think then he went away with “step mother” moved back to moms immediately after first kick out still trying to make music got kicked out again. Back sleeping in car in random places behind bushes or Side of businesses. Recently got another security job started gaming again so that was fun. Again now 2023 lost in my mind until i figure out what to do. Maybe i just join the UFC #ufc
My first apartment was fun until I met a girl and then the girl left 💔
#life #gamerxx #usa #america #black
#blm
#gamer
Became disconnected from social media when kicked outside. Some people got rich i remember
Much more happened but cant remember took Snapchats so i didnt lose track of my storyline.
Don’t forget yourself
-Xavier
#science #life #experiment
#explore
#god
#allah #thankyou