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#nathanwagner #psychosis
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Song written by Nathan Wagner
Produced and performed by Nathan Wagner

I really didn’t want to release this song. It’s something I’ve maybe talked about to two or three people. Terrified of the reaction. Terrified of the assumptions that come along with this topic. But it’s something that’s never talked about. Really ever. So here it is. I spent three years studying music every moment of every day. I completely cut myself off from everyone and everything except my studies. I knew that if I gave it everything, my chances of “Making it” were still slim. So I held nothing back. About a year and a half into isolation, I started to really really disconnect. This song explains the state of mind almost perfectly. Just this feeling of “Nothing is real” was overwhelming and would haunt me day and night. Couldn’t find peace of mind. By the grace of God, love and human connection brought me out of it. We’re not meant to be alone. If you’re in that place, reach out. Talk to me. I'll be praying. You're not alone. So sorry about the obscure topic, but if it could help someone feel less alone/more understood, It’s worth it. I love you guys so much. Can’t even begin to explain how fortunate I am. Thank you so much for listening.

Lyrics

Everything is in my brain
All the Thunder all the rain
Mental pictures they became
Everything is in my brain

All the pleasure all the pain
The one I love the one I hate
Mental pictures they became
Everything is in my brain

It’s like nothings real
Chemicals we feel
Nothing tangible
I can’t feel your soul

Is it all a lie
Get so petrified
That it’s all a dream
When I wake I’ll see

I’m falling in my head again
This winding road just never ends

Maybe we’re comatose in purgatory lines
A fleet of lonely ghosts pretending we’re still alive
Maybe the afterlife is where we all reside
Maybe it’s over

Beautiful destruction seeps
When there’s too much time to think
Such abysmal tendencies
When delusion reigns in me

Maybe we’re comatose in purgatory lines
A fleet of lonely ghosts pretending we’re still alive
Maybe the afterlife is where we all reside
Maybe it’s over

#nathanwagner #psychosis

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Lyrics

Everything is in my brain
All the Thunder all the rain
Mental pictures they became
Everything is in my brain

All the pleasure all the pain
The one I love the one I hate
Mental pictures they became
Everything is in my brain

It’s like nothings real
Chemicals we feel
Nothing tangible
I can’t feel your soul

Is it all a lie
Get so petrified
That it’s all a dream
When I wake I’ll see

I’m falling in my head again
This winding road just never ends

Maybe we’re comatose in purgatory lines
A fleet of lonely ghosts pretending we’re still alive
Maybe the afterlife is where we all reside
Maybe it’s over


Been lost for so long
Schizoid man off and on
Will I ever belong
Just Me and me

Been lost for so long
Schizoid man off and on
Will I ever belong
Just Me and me