Nothing After - The Weather Stays Cold (Or So I'm Told)
That moment when you realize we've wasted a huge part of our lives trying to be okay but also not wanting to be okay. I'm disappointed with myself for saying I was waiting to get better when I wasn't really trying. I was just whining and saying I was doing something.
Stuck in the middle
A clock and a riddle
I walk on your empty space
Sad, unforgiven
You had your own reason
I stand as I look at your face
Such a waste
Of time and space
We burned
When will we
Be right and ready?
When will we all learn?
Let's throw away our life
To a rerun of knives
'til the morning light
Just lie
To yourself
You're on your own
Just deny
You don't need help
With crying alone
Think you're clever?
Change the weather
Now
Such a waste
You're none
Of my concern
When will we
Be right and ready?
When will we all learn?
Let's just waste our time
Hearing rehearsed lines
Of parasocial lies
Just lie
To yourself
You're on your own
Just deny
You don't need help
With crying alone
Think you're clever?
Change the weather
Now
Maybe when we're older
Maybe when I've shown you
Different tricks
Maybe when I'm colder
Maybe when I've stopped the ticking
Six feet under sound
Is where I found
That I care more than I can bluff
I only have myself
And it has never been enough
Maybe in the summer
Maybe we can rest without the chill
But it's taking forever
The cold may claim its next apparent kill
Walk the rainstorm
As you tremble all alone
You'll be where you started
You wont make it on your own
Maybe when we're older
Maybe when I've shown you
Different tricks
Maybe when I'm colder
Maybe when I've stopped the ticking
Six feet under sound