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Big Brain Academy (2005)

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pretty obvious that im not the sharpest tool in the shed especcially with the mathmatical shit haha, i love muesiams soo im very glad that i got that score!! also i dunno who it means by "michaelangelo" is it talking about that turtle from tmht ("tmnt" but over here its "teenage mumant hero turtles" the reason for that is because of censorship they thought the word "ninja" was too violent)

i dont think censorship should be a thing whatsoever (however in some things i can understand why censorship is there) i dont understand why some words exist just too be censored with a beep/symbol i think the most annoying form is in music because of the amount of times ive downloaded a song and its censored with silent awkward voice pauses. and when i realise its the clean version of the song i get very stressed as i can only enjoy the full version of songs so i end up deleting the song finding a song and listening to the WHOLE song just to see if its the normal version

i wish with stuff like radios i wish there was an option to choose either the clean or the full versions with songs like itll be cool if kerrang had a "censored" station and a "uncensored" station and like you can switch between the song. i hope it doesnt sound like im complaining im just saying the random thoughts that pop in my head

like i know the "description" is meant to be about to be about the video but honestly i have nothing to say so i just like venting- well its not venting as im not sad. mayybe the right word is "expressing" my random dumb thoughts

i dont think im interesting to anyone really as i feel like i annoy and bore people. (thats why i say what i think here so its like im talking to you but in reality im just talking to myself) but in reality i suck at talking to people like i end up being a social chameleon without meaning to (i think that might be the reason why i dont really know anything about myself or who i really am) so i dont talk to people about my thoughts as i dont want to be annoying

like i just dont think im human- well i know i am but like- i dont feel human. whenever im around people "i feel like im am a shadowy ghost thing" i guess when i was a kid i used to genuenly think i was a robot as i never really feel like a person its like whenever i tried to make friends it never feels like it fills the seemingly pitless void in me. even when i did have friends i still felt empty and crippling lonelyness no matter how much i have. i feel like im a side character in my own life but i think its because i never found out who i really am.. but just because im an adult that doesnt mean that id immediantly be like this for the rest of my life as i can find ways to better myself and seek out who i am but that will take some time

growing up doesnt just mean to be a slave to sociaty its about looking deep inside yourself and maturing finding ways to better yourself whether its finding out new ways to tackle anxiety and anger better. bettering yourself isnt just about physical such as exersize its about the mental shit too

ever since the very bad delirium and paranoia i had last year which was due to antidepressants i havent felt the same but im getting better more energiesed and uuuhhhhh... in a better mindset like obviously its not perfect theres alot of progress but the really good thing is im so so much better now than how i was!! the only extremely annoying thing is seasonal depression (the sun effects it) now that shit hits like a truck but i know when the weather is colder and more drearier and rainier thats when i feel so so much better. feeling good today because of the cloudy weather.

rainy and cloudy weather is amazing for me aa whenever im in it i feel very calm, relaxed and overall in my own element

when im in the sun i feel very bad sadness, anger, anxiety and stress so thats why i avoid the sun at all costs as i feel so much better in the dark where im away from the light. im basically like a vampire haha