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This might be the most tedious video I've ever made. It's almost as if I'm trying to make the worst videos possible just to see if I will still get hits. It's a game, this world is, at least it is to me. Just think, I could be practicing guitar, with dreams of making it in the music industry, but instead I am playing Pong, and making videos of that. I should just make Pong videos from now, and just talk my bullshit therapy over every video. There is something peaceful about a ball being hit back and forth, it is hypnotizing. I like it, that's all that matters, right? That's what most people say, that is the extent of how they critique something, whether they like it or not, and that is just a statement about personal preferences. I hope I don't bore you. Actually, I know I do, but I don't care. Yes, I wonder if I should exist or not. If I do exist, I have to do something. If I am dead, I can't do anything. So, I don't know what to do with myself. I make tons of art, but no one seems to care about that. Just how it goes. Anyway, wow, you read all this text? I didn't expect that. I wonder if I have secret fans or stalkers. That would be creepy for people to read everything I write on facebook, and then watch all my videos, and then read what I write in youtube text boxes. I also have a blog, so that would be weird if they read all that stuff, and then never said anything to me. That is kind of happening. People are into my business, but they never say anything. Basically, I'm a fucked up person, with no one to talk to all day long, so I just talk to my computer. I was thinking I ought to marry my computer, that is the thing I spend the most time with. I do say 'cocksucker' in this video. It might be the first time I ever said 'cocksucker' in a video. Then again, it might not. I get frustrated trying to make videos and always thinking of whether I should swear or not swear. You can't please them all, so fuck it.