things I do instead of going to bed

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it's the middle of the night, I've already been down the dissociation rabbit hole, and now somehow I'm here...

#inthemiddleofthenight #middleofthenight #midnight #insomnia #hands #fingers #trippy #kaleidoscope #goingcrazy #psychadelic #mirror #dissociation #outofmymind

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