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Throwing You Away.
A song I wrote awhile back, around 2012. It reflected on the situation then, however, it still holds some truth today. Ever feel like people in your life hold you down, certain ones, you can relate. Lyrics below!

I love so few, is that common or weird?
never thought bout it, guess I never cared
It seems weird that everyone seems to got
Like a million fucking friends on facebook...ha
How many of them can you tell your darkest secrets?
Out of the 2,000 friends who you believe in?
It's just a question, please don't get offended
It's just been resting on my mind so wondering
Cause I seem a bit odd, maybe I'm a bit strange
Is it just me or do I feel like I'm in a cage
It's like yeah, I got problems but they do too
But I help them with theirs, they tell me fuck you
Get over it, stress ain't shit, stop being a baby
But it hurts like a son of a bitch, maybe
I can get over it, by throwing all of you away
Yeah that's what I'll be doing today..they say

They say, you just gotta throw it all away
Get away from the pain starting today
Don't worry bout the others, they will pay
Gotta throw it all away, yeah throw it all away
Gotta throw it all away
Gotta throw it all away
Gotta throw it all away
to get away
Gotta throw it all away to get away

Sad fucking day, yep, can't fucking take it
I'm the one writing it, yet i CAN'T read it
It pains me to feel this way, I can't help it
It's fucking killing me, it's a perfect tradegy
I love the fact no one seems to want to help me
Hey that's ok, I lost hope in you anyway
Oh now you got nothing to say, well hey
Fuck you anyway, stay away from me starting today
I'm doing it myself, I'm doing it my way
So fuck what you say, I have all the faith
In me to do this by myself, raise your hand
Come on and stand, grab each others hand
And say with me, fuck all of you naysayers
Cocksuckers, flamebaiters, and gigantic fakers
Haters, lump you all in one big spot
And then aim and take the shot, POP

Why is it I can't trust, why is it I always cuss
Why is it I'm always pissed and it's a big fuss
Losing everything, what the fuck is it I lust?
Backstabbed again, this is why I'm closed up
Just stay the fuck away, go the hell away man!
Going insane and wanna kill someone, damn!
I can't help it I'm at the fucking edge now and
I'm about to jump, give a fuck about landing
I really wanna try to sit and understand
How you can lie to you over and over again
How can you look into my eyes and not care
I'm so sick and tired of seeing that empty stare
I'm so sick and tired of being treated unfair
I'm so sick and tired of trying to even care
I'm so sick and tired of saying i'm sick and tired
I'm so fucking pissed I feel like i'am start a riot
But I really can't do much, I'm just a guy
we work our whole life, only to eventually die
And I don't really wanna sound like the sad dude
But everything in life is showing me the real truth
So it comes down to this, what and how we do
Where we come from, and how I treated you
So i'ma try my best to part ways with most of you
simplest way I can, listens when I say we're through