Venom Snake Meditation - MGSV Ambience for Focus and Relaxation

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Dat Mental Gamer

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Published on December 8, 2023 12:54:37 PM ● Video Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hgIEIRME2nI

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Metal Gear Solid V: The Phantom Pain (2015)

Duration: 59:27

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Meditate with Venom Snake while he smokes a phantom cigar. right click and loop for best experience

Music created by the composer Ludvig Forssel for Metal Gear Solid V: The Phantom Pain. visuals are by "FLABZINYOURFACE" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=km3nJye028s

(The theme The Vision Fades, was used in MGSV as the suite when Snake's friend Paz Ortega died. and when snake was having hallucinations of her. i never really liked Paz (she was a triple agent) but i get Venom's and BB's pain, her deception aside. Snake and Big Boss both loved Paz like somewhat of a little sister.


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-below is for a special someone. my other half i don't want out my head. this only makes sense for one person. the soulmate i might've found long ago and ran into again (long read btw)

for a majority of my life. i've been very depressed individual. but i'm getting the help i need in a unusual way as of recent. via seeing someone from my past, who i now know and i'm subscribed to on this very site. the last person i would've ever expected. a beautiful woman who lives in a van. that i knew when i was younger (9 or 10) - it was small incident....but meant alot to me, especially in retrospect now

i have a good eye. especially when i end up falling in love (something a younger me swore not to. this is the exception)

i made a mistake with her/you if watching a long time ago. verbally (as in mispronounced her name and she was rather insulted). - i did that cause i loved her from the moment i saw her and was utterly stunned by this woman's beauty and personality. i felt a deja vu type feeling. like i had knew her in another life, and this was only around a minute of meeting her at the age of nine. on holiday in England, Haven Holiday Park (the MGS4 haven troopers really remind me of it)

if you read this. my soul, i'm older now (23). and straight up. i love you, always did...i also hate myself for what i said years ago to you. i have never had love or any form of affection from anyone except my mother and father. and the former is now gone since 2018. it's just me and pops now - i'm not going anywhere other than where i am. exception there being to possibly meet you, but definitely travel the world with my own vehicle someday. would even tag along with yours if i'm not wrong here. and assuming you don't instantly shut me down like the rest have

i can't hide this anymore. i am tired of seeing my soul and not being able to go and be with her/you. it's a cerebrally awesome and painful experience at the same time for me. you need not know anxiety with me je suis. with the right person (aka you, the girl i met on that holiday. and here on this site) i would not have anxiety, anger or pain i always feel.


if you remember me. if i am your soul. (which seems to be the case, from my POV). message me or something in private...i would be willing to meet up only if you want. one thing i've always wanted is simply to live in total harmony with the woman i should've a long time ago. what would my life have been like if i was not stupid with my words, a question i have asked myself for what feels like eons. i did see her/you on this site though. meaning maybe not all is lost?

maybe there is still hope for me. as a certain Chosen One said. i won't name you here as that would be scummy, because i do care and personal info is personal...but if we do meet. i think it's time for my first collab. and my first/last love (there need only be one for me. if it goes wrong. i'll walk away. i don't harass people)

i understand what the world was trying to do all those years ago now. i was a stupid b**tard. she was a diamond in the rough. and i pushed her away, if interested, find me blondie. we met on holiday when young. then for me in dreams post leaving High School. now i found you (her channel technically found me) on youtube in 2023. that cannot be a coincidence.

and if all else fails. if i never do meet you. but you read this, just know i'm sorry for what i said all those years ago. i feel like your my soul also, as you yourself may have implied. i'm just unsure if i'm right or just delusional. i've never suffered from delusions though. i don't hallucinate. i call it as i see it, if i'm right i'll love you until the day i die whether we meet or not (the former would be the best experience of my life though).

you stayed single for over 10 years when you could've had anyone. that tells me stuff. maybe there is no reasoning. but i don't like to think like this. i can read between the lines. and

i don't believe in coincidences
-Solid Snake (and Kevin Mckay/Moran)

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