WEDF Update: Where is WEDF and what is my future in CAW?
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This is a little update of what's going on with why there hasn't been any WEDF lately and why I'm considering leaving the CAW scene altogether soon.
Basically long story short, I've been very depressed lately of a lot of things going wrong and it's just built up to the point where I just don't care or have motivation about doing shows altogether. Whether it's a lack of commentary involvement, no shows, people abandoning wanting to commentate after signing up, no help with production or making promo videos, etc, it's just built up to this point.
Also I've felt left out and felt no one has really reached out to me to be apart of CAW events such as Prestige or really communicated with me lately about commentating a CAW All Stars match, I've waited like a while on a reply or something and haven't had anything back in return so it's just been pretty frustrating there too.
I felt like the lack of involvement or engagement is also affecting my decision which includes lack of comments, likes or appreciation to all of the hard work I try to do to post content out there. It feels like I'm going unnoticed or people just don't care anymore. If they don't why should I? If I get no comments, what's the point of doing any future shows? If I'm not being apart or feeling welcome in the CAW scene and no one talks to me, why should I feel like I should continue being apart of a CAW scene that's STILL not UNITED as a whole? I feel left out and lonely and as an introvert it's hard for me to reach out because I want OTHERS to reach out to ME. I'm tired of the other way around. I just don't want anyone else to quit on me. I've felt like so many people have left over the years and they don't even check up on me or respond to any of my messages that I try sending out there.
I have some projects that I'm working on slowly which includes the continued build to Night of Champions: Extreme Rules as well as an NXT Takeover Special: The End. Which could very well mark the end of WEDF NXT as a whole? But just with the lack of any involvement or communication I've felt unmotivated to do anything CAW related.
I feel this is a tl;dr post but I felt this needed to be said. I just feel no one would care if I left altogether. I just feel like everyone's leaving me and just throwing me away like trash, either that or some just hate me or hold grudges for something that happened years ago perhaps? I don't know.