Where I've been & future of the channel
141Video may be taken down in a few days. This was very hard for me to record and talk about.
TLDR, people suck, and I'm having a hard time distancing myself from a subject I'm passionate while being surrounded by people who feel it's okay to openly harass others for ultimately trivial things.
I'm not here to play victim. This has been a crappy experience, but I'm more concnered about the behavior itself over what has been directed towards me. I am not alone, but I'm not going to put a target on my back either.
I love the entire family, flaws included. People make mistakes. Sometimes big ones. It's knowing when you admit when you've been wrong that you grow as a person, not by simply condemning every error in judgement while under a high amount of stress.
If you are a person who engages in hunt train or S ranks, please thank your conductors/scouts/spawners. There's a lot of work that goes into sharing the spoils of our labors!