A broken rose
A dream that has crumbled to nothing
A desperate plea for help
My screams would not be heard by anyone—not even by myself

The screams play on repeat
Reminding me of who I am
And the person I once was.

I want to go back
If I could I would
I would mend my mistakes
I would do things differently
I would be a better person

I became the very thing I hated the most
I watched as everything crumbled to ruin
The ashes cover me like a second skin
The void calls for me
It wants me to join them

But I won’t, because I’m not a coward


This YouTube channel has been retired. It’s been a wonderful journey with you all. I feel it is best that I focus on my wellbeing and leave this behind. This dream I had became my nightmare, and I want to wake up from it.

Goodbye, guys! I love you all!! <3

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