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This is an Original Song with a short Background Story.
As i practiced 7th chords in Piano Lessons i accidently hit Bb F Bb on the left Hand as an Arpeggio and C,E into C,F on the right Hand as Chords. These little mistake inspired me to do this Song and left the Feeling of slices of my Life as a part of an Episode.


Enjoy Listening
Created in Fruity Loops
Sampled with Native Instruments "The Grandeur"
Imported into Synthesia


Dear Diary,
i know it has been a long time that i've shared my thoughts and feelings with you
but the last 4 years were passing by so fast and even i could'nt keep up with all these things that have happened. I will try to at least share the most valuable of them with you.


Dear Diary,
about 4 years ago i broke up with my relationship. It was like going from bad to worse and i could not stand beeing hurt anymore. Why do people lie? And why do people keep on lying even if they are confronted with the truth? The only answer i found for these questions is poeple beeing irrational. Am i a bad person judging and evaluating like that?


Dear Diary,
now that i am free my health normalized. I feel exelent and have enough energy to meet new people and resume my music. I also met a friend from the internet again. She always inspired me and we do spend alot of time now. I dont know if she is aware of how much i appreciate the time with her.


Dear Diary,
there are sometimes bad things happening in my life. My cat died on christmas 2017. At that time my parents were at my place 300 km away from her. My uncle took care of my cat 4 times a day that time so that my family could spend christmas together. She died all alone... that did really hurt me. She was always with me when i wasn't feeling well and at the time she needed me i couldn't be there for her. I'm so sorry...


Dear Diary,
even if i do progress alot in terms of music my inspiration is not the same as in the past. I wish i could transcibe the music in my head more easy but i am still not good enough.


Dear Diary,
i feel alive.. see you soon