‘Goodbye Forever’ + Graduation Talk (Official Video)
11st verse:
Felt like landing on this new ‘alien planet’
Seeing fears grow(ing), becoming more alive to want me dead
Edgy on these strangers, shambolic on my speech
Privy on my hearing disability to be leeched
Magnanimous with a few, coy to the rest
Don’t know why, just always felt some communication stress
Trying to sidestep this problem, finding myself ignominious
I’ll be bouncing and be jumpy on this ‘Halloween’ trampoline
One at a time, I learnt more about all.
Yeah I know them, but ain’t a friend to be called
They hang out, shining brightly. The sight did blow my gasket
Cannot really blame, for I am (such) a lonely shit
On the battlefield (solo), trying my best
Soon to realise, damaging (myself) with heavy breathing on my chest
MAthematics be giving me the gas
Other subjects be infecting me with the rash
Pre-Chours:
Always an affable one to talk to
Too pussy to confidently show it
Having esurient thoughts for (THE) fame
Looking at the past, now realising I’m a dumb bitch
My life be complicated, just like everyone’s else
The ‘scars’ was accidental, yet to give you the right love
I did not want to give you a curse
Be forthright with you, I never meant to give you healing hurts
Chorus:
I be fast, but 4 years flew by like the flash
This was it, the endgame faced by every class
Future-ready but wanting myself a timed lever
Regret some actions, guess it’s Goodbye forever
Verse 2:
neVER a loquacious person to begin with
But students have friendly comments for me
Slowly, multiplying the area of my comfort zone
those fake friends, I have to subtract them to go
Yes, 2 times exponentially growing too far
Dividing my life down to my happiness gone
‘The world is yours’ but still need to be controlled
From loving support, I created new and trustworthy bonds
Respect ain’t to be conquered , its sth you have to earn
Did the opposite of that, due to overflowing concern
Indelible imprints iced permanently
Disgusted if I ever turned into a bully
We have the ups and the downs in our own war
Sometimes you gotta forget those negative moments and causes
We all still have a long way in our careers. Remember
Life is not from automatic wins, Life is from systematic losses
(PRE-Chorus x Chorus) x2
Thank you GUYS for being with me, through ups and downs. Hope everyone do well for their national examinations!