I canβt carry on uploading vids when I am in this state of mind, God will help me.
Pray for me, and I will pray for you too.
In the end, I finally accepted that only God won't let me down, people do what suits them and go their own way, only God remains.
People who build their hopes around people, money or material possessions will one day learn that it was all in vain.
I feel completely and utterly out of it, but at least I am 'out of it' with God, the only real friend I ever had.