i can't feel
4I have recently been crushing on a girl. She doesn't know that I have a crush on her and I have been sort of avoiding a certain group and her. I do have other excuses not to see them like work, stress, and being tired. But meh!
It's because part of me hates romance/love and because i made a promise never to fall in love. But I am crushing on her and she believes in something I do not anymore. So it would honestly never work, also I don't think she has a crush on me.
I hope she meets someone and falls in love and I hope she is happy! That someone won't be me.
Ty to everyone who still watches my videos! This video was inspired by @hiimyamasnek video twin flame! https://youtu.be/SdhZet2N02g?si=PSELKwWI_Hui2oWL
i will never confirm or say who they are. No comment. I don't want to feel love and I don't want to feel god. I would rather not feel than feel again. leave me alone part of me conflicts with myself. My inner demons. Maybe I am crazy? I have to leave.