I Had Been Manipulated By Them Without Being Aware And Started To Feel Traumatized
17Alright so in this video in case if you don't understand, I'm feeling traumatized and when I was vc, their bad personality manipulated me. This stuff happened in VC a week ago. Not only that but also they kinda guilt tripping me and my friends as well as manipulating me. *sigh* the problem is I had done many times with them and I had caused the damages on my friends because of being unaware. Well that's the thing that some people cannot do VC with them. If someone says like you are bad or something insulting as in joking way, they always have the moment when I heard them saying sorry many times and heard them taking it too seriously. I started to feel uncomfortable with them because of their negative side after me being unaware. One of my friends told me that the most common things in friendship are JOKES. So if they find everything is hurtful, then I don't know what's on their mind. About the trauma, I know it takes time but I cannot hide my problems like this.
So that's the clear explanation that I got and hope you understand. Thank you 🙏💙
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