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I draw and paint in this video. It's a good time. It's hard to smoke while I draw and paint, so it is best that I don't smoke while engaged in this activity. I'm so addicted to my hand-rolled cigarettes, though, I can't believe it sometimes. It gives me some pleasure in this miserable life, however, and sometimes it doesn't. But more often than not, a cigarette is good to me. I'm not smoking now. I just smoked a bunch in the car while listening to the audiobook of 'The Fellowship of The Ring'. There is so much more in the book than in the movie that it isn't even funny. The movie just seems like an abridged version to me now. So much is left out, like Frodo talking to Elves, and their meeting with Farmer Maggot. Oh well. A book is a book, and a movie is a movie.
I need a proper art studio is my problem. To contribute to having one, it is:
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Thanks.

Am I e-begging? I don't think so. I am just trying to raise funds for things I need. If I am to continue making videos, I need funds. I can't live on air.

I'm a little depressed today, to be honest, but I'm trying to make a go of it, regardless. I get really down in the dumps almost every day, but I somehow manage to find some light and some happiness somewhere.
It's easy to feel sorry for myself, but doing work always seems to be the solution, so I feel a sense of accomplishment.
I like being an artist, but I need to become a better businessman is all.
Well, wish me luck.
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Thank You Very Much.
Just by watching my video, it helps this channel, so I am appreciative of that.
I still need 1500 more hours of watch time from people. It is impossible to get, and will take forever, but I'll keep trying.
Giving up is not in my nature, for the most part.