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A song about making sense of pain-seeking behaviors and safety.

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Lyrics by me

Yeah!
They say don’t name
the aching skin
Or the fire that sparks
beneath the grin
I learned to balance
what I crave
In shadows
where the fierce misbehave
They dress it up
in velvet chains
But I’m not lost
in pleasure’s games
I want the sting
that clears the haze
Not fantasy
I want the blaze
I wore the silence
like a shroud
Numb beneath
the quiet crowd
But even wolves
must find their ground
And I won’t drown,
I won’t bow down
So let me ache,
let me ignite
I’m not ashamed
to crave the bite
I walk the edge,
I train my pain
I walk the path
between the flames
I hold the ice,
a steady test
It burns, but calms
the stormed unrest
The nail mat’s not
a trap or snare
It’s where
my body finds repair
A thousand spikes,
a grounded prayer
My kind of kata,
breath laid bare
Not scars, but flow,
a chosen art
Discipline shaping
every part
I’ve felt the blade,
I’ve known the thrill
of letting wolves
command my will
But shame would always
chase the high
And leave me hollow,
asking why
So now I walk
the middle line
Where flames can warm
but not define
I feed the wolf,
but not its bite
I choose the spark,
not endless night
So let me ache,
let me ignite
I’m not ashamed
to crave the bite
I walk the edge,
I train my pain
I walk the path
between the flame
No shame, no scars,
no need to hide
Just ritual, and breath,
and pride
I walk the path
between the flames
Alive, awake,
inside the blaze
The part
between the flames,
yeah!
Thank you.