You know I've actually considered talking to a psychologist. I'm fine, not in danger, but wrestling with my hobbies. I know I love prototype trains. I don't know what it is about them but I've always loved them. I used to enjoy train simulations and model railroading as well. Believe me I used to enjoy lots of stuff with little to no scenery. But something changed, and I can't quite figure out what it is. But it's been the same thing that I struggle with when getting into something. It's much harder now. I'll try and explain.
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