affection beat by vannn.

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Published on December 4, 2023 2:56:00 AM ● Video Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XHJOy7TAImE

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i wrote lyrics::

It's embarrassing to speak, because I always sound weak, and I'm excited to see you, it's like my day hits its peak. But life's bleak, my secrets keep me tied up, I sneak, so reserved, undeserved, I preserve my mind up. A balancing act, on top of nothing high up.
I'm silenced, never violence, save my heart from lost defiance, when beauty's looking through me, I feel shattered like it's science, this reliance, non-compliance, like attitude, suggestive, minus just the things I made up, my thoughts: built up, and fade up, this masqueraded, wishful cup. Now all I saved washing up, and like the brave, I buck up. My job sucks, my life's alone, and I feel stuck. Like a lazy falling star that never succeeded in luck.
But here we are, I let it flow, even though I know, I'll have to let go. Because before the beginning, I've got nothing to show, and when it's all over, there's still nothing to grow. It's like a cycle bleeding time out till there just ain't no mo'.
And I recycle what I find out till my mind is just blown.

New sights, new tastes, new eyes right in front of me.
New lights, new brace, new might in all that I breathe.

What I want is halted soon, but hey, we'll give it a try.
But I'm lost: suspense in doom, but left your heart to decide.
On the fly, the fast ride, the fleeting moments collide.
What's left here in motion, underneath the cold night?
Can't delight in a lie, can't refight, can't resign, still committed, coincide, can't tolerate the why.
Congratulate then die, this fire quenched itself alright.
Why can't we just glide,
Outside of boundaries, we hide.
And how come I've come undone, twisted turning inside out, where I'm held up by a gun and I'm too scared to cry out. It's like my soul is on the run, but there's this longing to shout. And when my strength is running out, I just wanna know what you're about.
I guess the pain will subside, the longer I'm not around.
I guess the same will reside, with all this new love I've found.
Communication falling short and then confusion sets in.
I guess the course is in my court and I just have to let you in.