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Hi Guys,

Been some time since my last upload feel like its back to normal and that Im back to the way I was a couple of months ago, its just been so quiet these past few days, I guess its my fault somehow, I will need to improve on my self yet again, these days been doing literally nothing, watched 2 movies today, went alright, been so antiproductive but to be honest theres nothing much left to do. I dont have any off my stuff as I've left them somewhere else and I dont have access to them. It will be fine once again, just need to move on once again, but god did i fuck up, hopefully things will get better from now on.

Its been ages since something really good actually happened in my life, its that time period where its like limbo, dont know what words would describe it but hey, getting results in less than 20 days, actually terrified that I wont make it but what one person did encouraged me that now was not the end. Hopefully there is hope for me to carry on next year, I cant wait to start Year 2 feeling refreshed and brand new, who knows how long it will last. Maybe this year was just a shitty year, we will see. Past few days I've been sleeping on just a mattress, with no duvet, no pillow and it makes me realise how much I take for granted. Man I wonder who will read this...?

...Overtime everything will be forgetten and so will you, thats whats really sad...

Who knows tho, this video took ages to encode once again, which really pisses me off. Thankfully upload speed is good. I dont know what im gonna do for the rest of the day today, will try starting working out again and loosing even more weight. Try to lose as much as I can, I am kinda dying of hunger these days, like technically broke, but who knows.

I will be uploading soon maybe Im not so sure.
Expect to hear from me soon

All the best and hope this video doesnt get too boring :P
-Enjoy