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Maybe one day, when none of this matters anymore, I'll have a chance to have a beer with y'all. But not for now. 'Cause you are definitely not finished yet.

Music: Ghidorah/Razor1911 - Toilet story 4
Source: TechSmith Multi Keygen by RmC of CORE

... So how can I not dream of the future, when the little hope I have is for the future? How can I not dwell in the past, when the little I had that brought me joy was left there? How can I concentrate my mind on the present moment, when I got nothing in the present?

I'll never get over that I was born in the wrong place at the wrong time. Seems like you got everything, while I got nothing. I mourn what could have been.

Feels like a downwards slope. An inclined plane.

Feels like everything that was ever gonna be built, already was.

This isn't the time for building, for creating something unique on your own. For starting from nothing to slowly build up a reputation for yourself through hard work. It's not that it's too much of a hassle, it's borderline impossible.

This isn't the time for building, it's the time for living off what you built in the past, and I never had the chance to build much. Hard work takes you nowhere these days, and I'm the living proof.

I think our best days are past us.