Eevee and Sylveon AMV - Someone To You [sad vent]

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Published on November 6, 2022 2:13:54 AM ● Video Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4u1eRWmQtaw

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I swear... I cry every time I hear this song

really sorry I haven't made a full vid for a while; there's a lot on my mind rn

sad vent below:
this song basically describes my life. I feel lonely even when I'm not alone. I have friends, but I'm not even sure who I feel closest to. I feel like I'm growing distant from my irl bestie ever since she started participating in sports, and I'm not even sure she considers me her best friend. my 2 other closest friends are way closer to each other than they are to me and I feel a little like a third wheel, even when we're hanging out as friends. I already feel pretty disconnected to my entire friend group, because it's so large that we have mini friend groups inside that one but everyone gets along, and now I feel even more alone. I feel like no one in my friend group considers me the friend they're closest to, and thinking about it makes me sad. I have a slight crush on one of my friends, but I know he likes someone else, and I don't want to ruin our friendship because he is one of the people I feel closest to. I feel like I'm always left out of activities my friends do together on the weekends, and I can only spend time with them during school. I feel like I sometimes need to force myself into conversations, and even then they don't pay much attention to me. I try not to care what people think, but I'm worried they don't actually like me, and they're just being nice because I have a complicated and slightly selfish personality sometimes, and I tend to be oblivious. I genuinely do care about them, and I'm worried they don't feel the same way. there are moments where I really feel like I belong, and I wish they would never end, but because this is real life, they have to

I know that I can study as hard as I want, draw as much as I want, and have as many plans for the future as possible, but I'll still be alone.

as much as I try to put on a smile and a teasing or sweet tone around others, I am hurting inside
as much as I try to hide it, there is an empty hole in my heart, and I feel endlessly lonely 💔

thank you for reading^^

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I do not own anything in this video; credits to the owners
credits: ShoPro, Pokemon Company, Tokyo TV
music: Someone To You - BANNERS (nightcore version)
credits to Nyamuru for the Eevee and Sylveon paw chromakeys

my discord: Sakura~chu#5619

my demon slayer channel: https://www.youtube.com/@meowchiro

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