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I'm not here.
Never been.
I am drowning in a distant void.
Alone.
Forever.
Nothingness surrounds me.
This message is useless.
You don't have to respond.
My name is Shin, Shin Ren.
Sounds stupid, I know.
It doesn't refer to a shin.
That's unimportant.
I don't exist in your reality anyways.
I have been suffocating.
The water is terrifying, right until you let it in.
I don't know where it came from.
First, the room was dark.
Then, it filled itself with water.
Sometimes it feels like the room has expanded.
There's always suddenly more space.
I don't feel.
I'm numb.
Only nothingness and emptiness.
Then confusion.
Then grief.
And then nothing again.
Perhaps that's where it came from.
How long has it been?
I don't know.
I feel dead.
I'm not.
It's weird, and complicated.
All I know is that it hurts.
My chest is sore.
Remember.
No matter how harsh the storm is, there will always be a moment of peace before the next thunder can be heard.
The lightning's glow enlightens you.
Don't forget me.
I am sorry.
Everything that happened that night, I meant nothing.
Please don't hate me.
I don't want to be alone.
Not again.
I'm sorry.
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