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Every time I upload a video I get a horrific sense of déjà vu. "Oh my god, I've already made a video JUST like this what will the viewers think OMG OMG OMG"

But then I remember that this is all for fun and the viewers can click a different video if they aren't enjoying their time here and if they don't do that and they complain then they're only demonstrating their inability to click off the video or maybe they're having a bad day and they just want to take someone down a notch or maybe they see something in myself that they don't like and their first reaction is to attack rather than reflecting on why they are angry.

And then I remember that I'm posting videos for fun and it's okay to make content that isn't "triple A" quality and it's not a big deal and I can stop at any time if I no longer have fun doing this but that's not the case I do enjoy doing this because it's not work it's something other than work.

But then I remember that this vlog was literally all about the work I'm doing and I start to doubt that video making is what I want to be doing right now.

But then I remember that today was kinda stressful because I over did it on the work and I didn't get much socializing in and I could be losing my mind but I'm probably not. It's just stress and anxiety and I can get through this and there's never a better time than now to chill out and talk with friends and play THE GAME

https://knowyourmeme.com/memes/the-game

(gottem)