In loving memory of Temari
21Not all the videos of my girl but a bunch. I miss her, it's like my heart was ripped out.
-On Thursday (2/21) I made the decision to euthanize my baby girl. Her breathing was bad and she wasn't eating anymore. I called a group that does the procedure in home, so she was in my arms the entire time while in bed. They were so empathetic about it and went at my pace. She wasn't too pleased with the sedative shot and hissed at them but I cradled her as she went to sleep. I was petting her and kissing her while she was laying on my chest the whole time and I'll never forget my baby girl. I am a literal mess, I haven't eaten a decent meal and I'm disgusting because I just simply don't want to do anything. In about a week I'll have her back with me but until then I'm in a horrible state. I've been trying to render RE5 footage but I'm just a zombie right now. I'll be back at it soon I guess.