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Mandi's End of the Year Livestream 2020 ππΎπ₯π (WHOO!) [updated description!!!]
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Update 1/4/2021:
Since the new year is really kicking in for me, I really am working on myself to be better. I've told many of you that I am attending my therapy sessions, getting help. I'm also working my logic, impulses, wording, all of that stuff included. I realized how drama dragged me ultimately into a destructive path in which I felt someone else take over. It was me, but someone I never dared to become. So, I've decided to not pull anymore bullshit, drag anyone else into drama or even acknowledge it from the get go. Everyone makes mistakes, I've willing to learn what I did wrong and grow from that old mean Kara. I'm getting older as I realize and I can't be dealing with drama anymore. I don't know why I did the things I did, I just did them. Because I had my problems.
I'm willing to change for the better, make others see that I can change.
Also, I am aware of that video on me. I wouldn't let that get to me at all. Like I said, I am a human and willing to change myself.
Update (6:23 PM):
If you seen that video, you must know me as pulling a stunt so fucking stupid. Let me tell you something, I am human. I do make mistakes. No one is perfect in this world. But- Like I said- I wouldn't let one video of me cloud your judgement. And think any different from what you see of me. I make dumb ass mistakes. I pulled my shit, but sill human like the rest of you. I'm young and dumb, I am learning in this world. If you would step back for one second and not see me as that person. Drama destroyed my life, it made me into someone that I never thought to ever become. But- it really did. That's why I am saying right now that I will no longer get myself into any more drama. Since it's destroyed my sanity and what I had left of myself. I knew getting into drama would hurt me and others in the end. But I did what I did out of impulse and anger. I can't take it back.
I am asking for you not to judge me on my mistake that I pulled. Please don't assume I took down the "here i am" video because it's up but private. My apology still stands about that. I also would like to say that since then, I have been considering reinventing myself and being better like I said. If you decided to judge me by blind hatred and don't see anything, then you are the problem. I'm taking a better step to better for myself so I can treat others with respect. The same way I want it.
As for the videos, I am sorry for worrying everyone in the mix. I was really manic and sad with a whirlwind of emotions. I was blue about the holidays coming up, I acted out, out of my own emotions and I apologize for it.