my cat has cancer
5My cat- the one that I call "Valid" on this channel (I use fake names for my cats as a way to further hide my own identity)- has cancer.
She is the first 'pet' I have ever owned. I got her when she was a kitten when I was about 5 years old. She was found alone, drinking from a dirty puddle near a dumpster. She is now 20 years old, and has lived a good, long, life. At least, that's what I keep telling myself over and over as if it will help me with the thought of losing her.
She will be euthanized next week.
I know it is for the best. I know there is nothing I can do. I know that cats have a short lifespan. I know I should be grateful for all the time we've spent together. I've known for years that she was nearing the end of her life, and now I know the exact date and time.
Despite knowing all of this, I cannot help but feel an overwhelming sadness.
Anyway, this is all just a long explanation as to why there won't be videos for some time. I don't know how long.
For now, I will try to find comfort in the fact that she will soon see her friends again in Heaven.
Comments are disabled on this video because I want to be alone.
Goodbye kitten. You are my greatest treasure, and my closest friend.
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