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Published on May 31, 2017 11:45:26 AM ● Video Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SnDy4SadBfE

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Hello. I have been missing in action for a while now. I just thought I'd say how I'm doing and answer a big question.

I'm doing almost fine. i haven't got anything to complain about.
But, to tell you all the truth. I'm going through a time in my life whee I'm asking
"Why was a brought up in foster care".
And I also keep thinking
"How will I do if I get my dream job".
I keep on day dreaming all about my future. My asserted memories about my past. And I'm beginning to really question if I should keep doing this. and by "This" I'm not talking about YouTube. I'm talking about me and my future, and my strength. my Strength is technology. But I remember I wanted to become a carpenter. After all these years. I've been ignoring that idea. But what happens if I shouldn't be ignoring the idea.

I bad passed away right as I was released from Foster care,. And So i never met him.
My Mum I have a lot to do with.

I've day dreamed about all sorts of things. Doing stuff, Killing myself. The day dreaming just keeps coming. It's not in a obvious circle though.

I think in Summery, I'm not happy where I am. I surrounded myself with stuff that I thought i wanted, But Never deeply desired. I got myself a bit. But Never really thought much about socializing..
I'm not trapped in every regard. i get along my neighbors. But when I'm on my own. I think about stuff. in the form of day dreaming. I remember all sorts of stuff and I stay that way.

All in all. I just need to fix my life. you might think It'll be easy.But it's not. It's nowhere near easy. I'm stuck emotionally.

Please forgive my future absence. I'll be back to uploading someday soon!