when your child and internet children know about your crush.. :b
18for the alec bachelor show registration :b -
"i’ve always believed that if you put in the work, the results will come. i don’t do things half-heartedly. because i know if i do, then i can expect half-hearted results.” - michael jordan
to me, he's not my celebrity crush. he's my crush who happens to be a celebrity ^-^.
BEFORE reading my entry, let me preface this with, i see you as a human being first and foremost, a crush second. i would still love to have a friendship even if something i say isn't your type :). and i GENUINELY mean that [and if i am your type, i still would want to develop a friendship first :b] either way, we should be friends, yes? :b ANDDDDDDD i did try to do this privately starting 5 months ago [i am more of a private person too when it comes to this stuff] but SOMEONEEEEE doesn't read HISSSSS dmsssssss.
a personal project i attempted a few months ago: emphasis on "attempted" :3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ycz-egdu0x4
furthermore,
sooooo for starters, i am 32. rawr [cougar sounds lol]. my name is kindnessssss [well, tiffany, but most call me kindness or essence, no preference]. i like cereal for dinner and staying up all night and ice cream in the park. the cutesy/wholesome stuff. i have two kids, a 9yo and a 10yo, been rocking single parent life since they were babies :) AND 1,700 online kids on my twitch, who also have no filters as you can hear in this video :b. i am an advocate for kindness and the life-altering effect it has on people's lives, how without it, many lives are at risk every single minute [unaliving prevention advocate, anti-bullying advocate] #saveliveswithkindness. similar to you, most of my community are the youth, the ones who i feel like really need the advocation the most [but everyone needs one, but you get what i mean]. i am like a mom/older sister figure to them. i also educate on singing therapy, which i started that series with your songs, your demos specifically [sooo good!]. i try and teach people that it's not about what you sound like to others, it is how it makes you feel. and there's more to singing therapy than the act of singing. there's the process of learning the words. there's drinking more water :b. there's challenging yourself, like rapping or hitting high notes [i call it a w if i don't clip my mic :b]. what else? aside from singing/vibing, i love video games, basketball, bowling, picross, legos, sudoku, kakuro, jigsaw puzzles, anime [a silent voice is my ultimate favorite], building stuff [i built my desk], and podcasts [i LOVE listening to what others want to say, their perceptions of things, their stories, etc]. that is actually how these feelings of mine developed. i started just vibing to your music on spotify; and after two years of that, youtube recommended the zach podcasts to me [prior to that, i actually didn't know you were on youtube tbh, i'm not a big media person]. andddd those podcasts are when the crush developed ^-^ just hearing you talk, your perceptions, your reactions, your energy, just. :3 let's see, what else? my favorite movies from my childhood are the iron giant, treasure planet, quest for camelot, and thumbelina. i have a major sweet tooth. crumbl cookies for days [not literal days cause who can afford that life :b]. i also love uncrustables. and chicken. fried. bbq. teriyaki. sweet n sour. orange. you name it. i don't smoke or drink anything, never have. i am agnostic [it means i believe anything and everything is a possibility in terms of religion, i don't dedicate my life into believing one thing, more open-minded if you will]. i talk a lot and some judge me for it [i know you can relate to that]. i am an empath and a feeler. i am indifferent when it comes to horoscopes. however, just gunna say that tom holland is a gemini gentleman and zendaya is a virgo lady. JUST SAYIN :b and for the record, i think it is really cool that you do/did karate [not tryna suck up, i'm serioussss]. i also can't dance well; but i would gladly dance awkwardly with you :3. i feel like that is a solid start. now, [please] either let me down slowly or sacrifice tomorrow, but please pick something :b.
ps: music is also my life sooooo i can handle scheduling conversations and all that stuff and time zones and the fun stuff :3. okay. nowwwwww, over and out. :b
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